For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For a moment Edgar made no reply. He listened with a half smile,
wonderingly endeavouring to put himself in the place of this limited yet
clear intelligence, which was capable of stating his own generous
arguments so fully, yet incapable, as it seemed, of so much reflection
as would make her hesitate to expound them. Jeanie, so far as her
personal sentiment went, accepted his sacrifice with matter-of-fact
simplicity, without ever thinking of his side of it, or of the
deprivations involved. She took his offer to denude himself of
everything he had, with the same absolute pleasure and satisfaction with
which a child would accept a present. Was it her unbounded confidence in
his power to win a fortune if he liked? Or was it her simple instinct
that this was natural, and that the weak and helpless had a right to the
services of the strong? Edgar was bewildered by this question which
never entered into Jeanie’s mind. He was almost glad of her incapacity
to see beyond the surface of things, and yet wondered at it with
something between amusement and pain. Here was the primitive nature,
commonplace, unsophisticated, he said to himself, which believed what
was said to it simply demanding without motive or reason. No second
thoughts troubled the limpid surface of Jeanie’s gentle mind. She
believed unhesitatingly not only that he meant what he said (which was
true), but that the arguments she repeated were infallible, without
perceiving the sophistry of which Edgar himself, the author of them, was
fully conscious. Truly and sincerely she made as light of his
self-renunciation as he himself had made--a thing which is bewildering
to the self-sacrificer, though it may be the thing which is most
desirable to him and suits his purpose best. I do not know if Jeanie was
aware of the half tone of descent in the moral scale which made itself
apparent in Edgar’s voice.
“You have been a clever advocate, Jeanie,” he said with a smile, “and I
hope a successful one,” and with that he dropped her hand and took out
his newspaper. Was there anything amiss, or was it merely his lordly
pleasure to end the conversation? With a momentary sense of pain, Jeanie
wondered which it was, but accepted the latter explanation, got her
seam, and sat down within reach of the pleasant warmth of the fire,
happy in the silence, asking nothing more.
CHAPTER IV.
A Family Consultation.
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