For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“Bairns,” she said slowly, and at first in a low tone, while they all
turned upon her with surprise, “bairns, I am leaving you to settle
everything. I am old; I would fain have gone to them that’s passed
before me, but the Lord hasna been of my mind. Things have gone badly
with the farm, partly by His providence, partly by my fault--you know
that as well as I do. In my time, I’ve commanded you and done what I
thought best. Now the power has gone out of my hands; settle as ye will,
and I’ll no complain, so long as every man has his ain, and no debt is
left, nor any person to rise up against me and call me an unjust dealer.
I’ve done my best for you while it was in my power. Now, do your best,
I’ll no complain. Beggars should not be choosers. It’s all in your
hands.”
“Mother, you shouldna speak like that! as if you doubted that we could
think of anything but your good,” cried both her daughters in a breath;
“and as for beggars--not one of us would use such a word.”
“It’s what I am,” said the old woman firmly. “And there’s but one word I
have to say. You ken all of you what I would like best; that’s all I’ll
say; every one of you kens what I would like best. But, failing that,
I’ll do whatever’s settled on. I’ll no complain.”
“What you would like, we all know very well,” said James Murray,
hastily; “but it’s impossible, mother, impossible. You canna afford the
farm, you canna afford to keep up a house, doing nothing for it, or to
keep up a family. There’s _you_, and we’ll do our best.”
She made a little gesture with her hands, and relapsed into the
stillness which she had not broken when they talked of other affairs.
The discrowned monarch sat still to let whoever would take her sceptre
from her. She took up the stocking she had laid in her lap, and began
knitting again, looking at them with eyes out of which the wistfulness
had faded. An almost stern submission had replaced the wondering anxious
look with which she had looked round to see if anyone would understand
her, if any would deal with her as she had dealt by them.
“For you see,” continued James Murray, doggedly, “mother, we are none of
us rich, to be guided by your fancies. If we were great ones of this
earth, and you the auld Duchess, say, for example’s sake, you might have
your will, whatever it cost. But we’re all poor folk--or comparatively
poor folk. We may give you a welcome to our houses, such as they are,
and a share of what we have; but as for siller we have not got it, and
we cannot give you what we have not got to give.”
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