For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
His business in Edinburgh was of a simple kind, to see the lawyer who
had prepared the papers for the transfer of his little income, and who,
knowing his history, was curious and interested in him, asked him to
dinner, and would have made much of the strange young man who had
descended from the very height of prosperity, and now had denuded
himself of the last humble revenue upon which he could depend.
“I have ventured to express my disapproval, Mr. Earnshaw,” this good man
had said; “but having done so, and cleared my conscience if--there is
anything I can be of use to you in, tell me.”
“Nothing,” said Edgar; “but a thousand thanks for the goodwill, which is
better than anything.”
Then he went away, declining the invitation, and walked about Edinburgh
in the dreamy solitude which began to be habitual to him, friendly and
social as his nature was. In the evening he dined alone in one of the
Princes Street hotels, near a window which looked out upon the Castle
and the old town, all glimmering with lights in the soft darkness, which
was just touched with frost. The irregular twinkle of the lights
scattered about upon the fine bank of towers and spires and houses
opposite; the dark depth below, where dark trees rustled, and stray
lights gleamed here and there; the stream of traffic always pouring
through the street below, notwithstanding the picturesque landscape on
the other side--all attracted Edgar with the charm which they exercise
on every sensitive mind. When the bugle sounded low and sweet up in
mid-air from the Castle, he started up as if that visionary note had
been for him. The darkness and the lights, the new and the old, seemed
to him alike a dream, and he not less a dream pursuing his way between
them, not sure which was real and which fictitious in his own life;
which present and which past. The bugle called him--to what? Not to the
sober limits of duty, to obedience and to rest, as it called the
unwilling soldiers out of their riots and amusements; but perhaps to as
real a world still unknown to him, compassed--like the dark Castle,
standing deep in undistinguishable, rustling trees--with mists and
dream-like uncertainty. Who has ever sat at a dark window looking out
upon the gleaming, darkling crest of that old Edinburgh, with the crown
of St. Giles hovering over it in the blue, and the Castle half way up to
heaven, without feeling something weird and mystical beyond words, in
the call of the bugle, sudden, sweet, and penetrating, out of the
clouds? What Edgar had to do after the call of this bugle was no deed of
high emprise. He had no princess to rescue, no dragon to kill. He got up
with that half-laugh at himself and his own fancies which was habitual
to him, and paid his bill and collected his few properties, and went to
the railway. Other people were beginning to go to bed; the shop windows
were closing; the lights mounting higher from story to story. But a
stream of people and carriages was pouring steadily down into the
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