For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
It is very curious how often the unintentional movements of other men
concur in making a crisis in an individual life. When Edgar went to his
club that evening he knew no reason why anything unusual should happen
to him. His mind had been roused by sudden anxiety, that anxiety which,
seizing a man all at once upon one particular point, throws a veil over
everything by so doing, and showed yellowness or blackness into the
common light; but he had no reason to suspect that any new light would
come to him, or any new interest into his life, when he went dully and
with a headache to his habitual seat at his habitual table and ate his
dinner, which was not of a very elaborate character. There were more men
than usual in the club that evening, and when Edgar had finished his
dinner he went into the library, not feeling disposed for the long walk
through the lighted streets with which he so often ended his evening. He
took a book, but he was not in the mood to read. Several men nodded to
him as they came and went; one, newly arrived, who had not seen him
since his downfall, came up eagerly and talked for ten minutes before he
went out. The man was nobody in particular, yet his friendliness was
consolatory, and restored to Edgar some confidence in his own identity,
which had seemed to be dropping from him. He put up his book before him
when he was left again alone, and behind this shield looked at his
companions, of whom he knew nothing or next to nothing.
One of the people whom he thus unconsciously watched was a man whom he
had already noted on several evenings lately, and as to whose condition
he was in some perplexity. The first evening Edgar had half stumbled
over him with the idea that he was one of the servants, and in the
glance of identification with which he begged pardon, decided that,
though not one of the servants, he must be a shopkeeper, perhaps well
off and retired, whom somebody had introduced, or who had been admitted
by one of those chances which permit the rich to enter everywhere. Next
evening when he saw the same man again, he rubbed out as it were with
his finger the word shopkeeper, which he had, so to speak, written
across him, and wrote “city-man” instead. A city-man may be anything; he
may be what penny-a-liners call a merchant prince, without losing the
characteristic features of his class. This man was about forty-five, he
had a long face, with good but commonplace features, hair getting scanty
on the top, and brown whiskers growing long into two points, after the
fashion of the day. The first time he was in evening dress, having come
in after dinner, which was the reason why Edgar took him for one of the
attendants. The next time he was in less elaborate costume, and looked
better; for evening dress is trying to a man who has not the _air noble_
which christianizes those hideous garments. The third night again,
Edgar, in imagination, drew a pen through the word “city-man,” and
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