For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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wondered whether the stranger could be a successful artist, a great
portrait-painter, something of that description, a prosperous man to
whom art had become the most facile and most lucrative of trades. On
this particular night he again changed his opinion, crossed the word
artist and put man about town, indefinitest of designations, yet
infinitely separated from all the others. Thus blurred and overwritten
by so many attempts at definition, the new-comer attracted his
attention, he could scarcely tell why. There was nothing remarkable
about the man; he had grey eyes, a nose without much character, loose
lips disposed to talk, an amiable sort of commonness, eagerness,
universal curiosity in his aspect. He knew most people in the room, and
went and talked to them, to each a little; he looked at all the papers
without choice of politics; he took down a great many books, looked at
them and put them back again. Edgar grew a little interested in him on
this special evening. He had a long conversation with one of the
servants, and talked to him sympathetically, almost anxiously, ending by
giving him an address, which the man received with great appearance of
gratitude. Might he be a physician perhaps? But his bearing and his
looks were alike against this hypothesis. “Benevolent,” Edgar said to
himself.
His attention, however, was quite drawn away from this stranger by the
sudden entrance of Lord Newmarch, who like himself was a member of the
club, and who came in hurriedly, accompanied by some one less dignified
but more eager than himself, with whom he was discussing some subject
which required frequent reference to books. Edgar felt his heart stir as
he perceived the great man enter. Was it possible that his fate
depended, absolutely depended, upon the pleasure of this man--that two
words from him might make his fortune secure, or plunge him into a
deeper and sickening uncertainty which could mean only ruin? Good
heaven, was it possible? A kind of inertness, moral cowardice, he did
not know what to call it--perhaps the shrinking a doomed man feels from
actual hearing of his fate--had kept him from going to the office to put
the arbiter of his destinies in mind of his promise. Now he could not
let this opportunity slip; he must go to him, he must ask him what was
to be the result. Up to this morning he had felt himself sure of his
post, now he felt just as sure of rejection. Both impressions no doubt
were equally unreasonable; but who can defend himself against such
impressions? Gradually Edgar grew breathless as he watched that
discussion which looked as if it would never end. What could it be
about? Some vague philanthropico-political question, some bit of
doctrinarianism of importance to nobody--while his was a matter of death
and life. To be sure this was his own fault, for he might, as you will
perceive, dear reader, have gone to Lord Newmarch any day, and found
him at his office, where probably, amid all the sublime business there,
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