American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
Had she proposed in serious earnestness to murder him Everard could not
have been more startled, or stared at her more fixedly than he did, as
if to see what manner of girl this was, asking him to marry her as
coolly and in as matter-of-fact a way as she would have asked the most
ordinary favor. Was she crazy? Had the trouble about the will actually
affected her brain! He thought so, and said to her very gently, as he
would have spoken to a child or a lunatic:
“You are talking wildly, Rossie. You do not understand what you are
saying. You are tired and excited. You must rest, and never on any
account let any one know what you have said to me.”
“I do know what I am saying, and I am neither tired nor excited,” Rossie
answered. “Lawyer Russell said that was the only way you could use the
money before I was twenty-one.”
“And did he send you here to say that to me?” Everard asked, and she
replied:
“No, he only suggested it as a means, because I would have him think of
something. I came myself.”
He saw she was in earnest; saw, too, that she did not at all comprehend
what she was doing, or the position in which she was placing herself if
it should be known. In her utter simplicity and lack of worldly wisdom,
she might talk of this thing to others and put herself in a wrong light
before the world, and however painful the task, he must enlighten her.
“Rossie,” he began, “you do not at all know what you have done, or how
the act might be construed, by women, especially, if they knew it. Girls
do not usually ask men to marry them; they wait to be asked.”
Slowly, as the shadow of some gigantic mountain creeps across the
valley, there was dawning on Rossie’s mind a perception of the
construction which might be put upon her words, and the blood-red flame
suffused her face and neck, and spread to her finger-tips, as she said,
vehemently: “You mistake me, Mr. Everard, I did not mean it as you might
marry Miss Beatrice, or somebody you loved. I did not mean anything
except a way out. I was not going to live here at all; only marry you so
you could have the money, and then I go away and do for myself. That’s
what I meant. You know I do not love you in a marrying way, and that I’m
not the brazen-faced thing to tell you so if I did. If I thought you
could believe that of me, I should drop dead at your feet, and I almost
wish that I could now, for very shame of what I have done.”
As she talked there had come to Rossie more and more the great
impropriety and seeming immodesty of what, in all innocence of purpose
she had done, and the knowledge almost crushed her to the earth, making
her cover her burning face with her hands, and transforming her at once
from a child into a woman, with all a sensitive woman’s power to feel
and suffer. She did not wait for him to speak, but went on rapidly:
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