American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
“Everard,” she began, “there are so many things I must say to you about
the past and the future, and I must say them now while I have the
strength. Another day may be too late.”
He knew to what she referred, and with a protest against it, told her
she was not going to die; she must not; she must live for him, who would
be nothing without her.
Very gently she soothed him into quiet, and he listened while she talked
of all he had been, and all she wished him to be in the future.
Faithfully, but gently, she went over with his faults, one by one,
beseeching him to forsake them, and with a bursting heart he promised
everything which she required, and told her again of the reform already
commenced.
“God bless you, my boy, and prosper you as you keep this pledge to your
dying mother, and whether you are great or not, may you be good and
Christlike, and come one day to meet me where sorrow is unknown,” she
said to him finally; then, after a pause, she continued: “There is one
subject more of which, as a woman and your mother, I must speak to you.
Some day you will marry, of course——”
“Yes, mother,” and Everard started violently, while the cold sweat stood
in drops about his lips, but he could say no more then, and his mother
continued: “I have thought many times who and what your wife would be,
and have pictured her often to myself, and loved her for your sake; but
I shall never see her, when she comes here I shall be gone, and so I
will speak of her now, and say it is not my wish that you should wait
many years before marrying. I believe in early marriages, where there is
mutual love and esteem. Then you make allowance more readily for each
other’s habits and peculiarities. I mean no disrespect to your father,
he has been kind to me, but I think he waited too long; there were too
many years between us; my feelings and ideas were young, his
middle-aged; better begin alike for perfect unity. And, my boy, be sure
you marry a lady.”
“A lady, mother?” Everard said, wondering if his mother would call
Josephine a lady.
“Yes, Everard,” she replied, “a lady in the true sense of the word, a
person of education and refinement, and somewhere near your own rank in
life. I never believed in the Maud Muller poem, never was sorry that the
judge did not take the maiden for his wife. He might, perhaps, never
have blushed for _her_, but he would have blushed for her family, and
their likeness in his children’s faces would have been a secret
annoyance. I do not say that every _mesalliance_ proves unhappy, but it
is better to marry your equal, if you can, for a low-born person, with
low-born tastes, will, of necessity, drag you down to her level.”
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