“You have a--Career,” said Herr Lutz solemnly, “I know--I have often
watched you. You have written a--Book. Karl Gottfried has told me. But
all that does not matter,” he went on impetuously. “It does not
matter what you get--It is--Being--in--Love--The--divine--
never--to--be--equalled--State--”
The enormous German stopped on an island in the middle of the road and
waved his arms. On every side of him through the darkness the traffic
rolled and thundered. He waved his arms and exulted because he had been
married to a shrew of a wife for thirty years. During that time she had
never given him a kind word, not a loving look, but Peter knew that out
of all the fog and obscurity that life might bring to him that Word,
sprung though it might be out of Teutonic sentiment and Heller's beer,
that word, at any rate, was true.
II
London, in the morning, recovered from the fog and prepared to receive
Foreign Personages. They were not to arrive for another week, but it was
some while since anything of the kind had occurred and London meant to
carry it out well. The newspapers were crowded with details; personal
anecdotes about the Personages abounded--a Procession was to take place,
stands began to climb into the air and the Queen and her visitors were
to have addresses presented to them at intervals during the Progress.
To Peter this all seemed supremely unimportant. At the same moment, to
confuse little things with big ones, Mrs. Lazarus suddenly decided to
die. She had been unwell for many months and her brain had been very
clouded and temper uncertain--but now suddenly she felt perfectly well,
her intelligence was as sharp and bright as it had ever been and the
doctor gave her a week at the utmost. She would like, she said, to have
seen the dear Queen ride through the streets amidst the plaudits of the
populace, but she supposed it was not to be. So with a lace cap on her
head and her nose sharp and shiny she sat up in bed, flicked
imaginary bread pellets along the counterpane, talked happily to the
boarding-house and made ready to die.
The boarding-house was immensely moved, and Peter, during these days
came back early from the bookshop in order to sit with her. He was
surprised that he cared as he did. The old lady had been for so long
a part of his daily background that he could no more believe in her
departure than he could in the sudden disappearance of the dark green
curtains and the marble pillars in the dining-room. She had had, from
the first, a great liking for Peter. He had never known how much of that
affection was an incoherent madness and he had never in any way analysed
his own feeling for her, but now he was surprised at the acute sharpness
of his regret.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account