He had returned from his first day's hunting with the resolve that
before he ventured out again he would have something to show. With a
precious sixpence he bought a copy of _The Mascot_ and studied it--there
was a short story entitled “Mrs. Adair's Co.”--and an article on “What
Society Drinks”--the remaining pages of the number were filled with
pictures and “Chatter from Day to Day.” This gaily-coloured production
lying on one of the beds in the dark room in Bucket Lane seemed
singularly out of place. Its pages fluttered in the breeze that came
through the window cracks--“Maison Tep” it cried feebly to the screaming
children in the court below, “is a very favourite place for supper just
now, with Maitre Savori as its popular chef and its admirably stocked
cellars....”
Peter gave himself a fortnight in which to produce something that he
could “show.” Stephen meanwhile had found work as a waiter in one of the
small Soho restaurants; it was only a temporary engagement but he hoped
to get something better within a week or two.
For the moment all was well. At the end of his fortnight, with four
things written Peter meant to advance once more to the attack. Meanwhile
he sat with a pen, a penny bottle of ink and an exercise book and did
what he could. At the end of the fortnight he had written “The
Sea Road,” an essay for which Robert Louis Stevenson was largely
responsible, “The Redgate Mill,” a story of the fantastic, terrible
kind, “Stones for Bread,” moralising on Bucket Lane, and the “Red-Haired
Boy,” a somewhat bitter reminiscence of Dawson's. Of this the best was
undoubtedly “The Sea Road,” but in his heart of hearts Peter knew that
there was something the matter with all of them. “Reuben Hallard” he
had written because he had to write it, these four things he had written
because he ought to write them ... difference sufficient. Nevertheless,
he put them into halfpenny wrappes and sent them away.
In the struggle to produce these things he had not found that fortnight
wearisome. Before him, every day, there was the evening when Stephen
would return, to which he might look forward. Stephen was always very
late--often it was two o'clock before he came in, but they had a talk
before going to sleep. And here in these evenings Stephen developed in
the most wonderful way, developed because Peter had really never known
him before.
Stephen had never appeared to Peter as a character at all. In the early
days Peter had been too young. Stephen had, at that time, been simply
something to be worshipped, without any question or statement. Now that
worshipping had gone and the space that it left had to be filled by
some new relationship, something that could only come slowly, out of the
close juxtaposition that living together in Bucket Lane had provided.
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