About Peter was a sense of ease and rest, of space that was as new to
him as America was to Columbus. He was not even now completely recovered
from his Bucket Lane experiences and there was still about him
that uncertainty of life--when one sees it as though through gauze
curtains--that gives reality to the quality of dreams. Life was behind
him, Life was ahead of him, but meantime let him rest in this uncertain
and beautiful country until it was time for him to go forward again.
This intangibility--walking as it were in a fog round and round the
Nelson monument, knowing it was there but never seeing it--remained with
him even when practical matters were discussed. For instance, “Reuben
Hallard” was to be published in a week's time and Peter was to receive
fifty pounds in advance on the day of publication (unusually good terms
for a first novel Bobby assured him); also Bobby, through his father,
thought that he could secure Peter regular reviewing. The intention
then was that Peter should remain with the Galleons as a kind of paying
guest, and so his pride would not be hurt and they could have an eye
upon him during this launching of him into London. It was fortunate,
perhaps, that Alice Galleon had liked him down there at the sea, because
she was a lady who had her own way at No. 72, and she by no means
liked every one. But perhaps the Galleon baby had had more to do with
everything than any one knew, and Mrs. Galleon assured her friends
that the baby's heart would most certainly be broken if “the wild young
guest” as she called Peter, were carried off.
And wild he was--of that seeing him now at dinner there in the studio
there could be no doubt. He was wearing Bobby's clothes and there was
still a look of suffering in his eyes and around his mouth, but the
difference--his difference from the things about him--went deeper than
that. The large high windows of the studio with the expanse of wild and
burning stars between their black frames answered Peter's eyes as he
faced them. Mrs. Galleon, as she watched him, was reminded of other
things, of other persons, of other events, that had marked his earlier
life. She glanced from Peter's eyes to Bobby's. She smiled, for on an
earlier day, she had seen that same antithesis--the gulf that is fixed
between Imagination and Reality--and had known its meaning.
But for Peter, all he asked now was that he might be allowed to rest in
the midst of this glorious comfort. His evil dreams were very far away
from him to-night. The food, the colour--the fruit piled high in the
silver dishes, the glittering of the great silver candelabra that stood
on the middle of the table, the deep red of the roses in the bowl at his
side, the deeper red of the Port that shone in front of Bobby and then,
beneath all this, as though the table were a coloured ship sailing on
a solemn sea, the dark, deep shining floor that faded into shadow--all
this excited him so that his hands trembled.
He spoke to Mrs. Galleon:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account