And yet, although he felt that that episode had been definitely
closed--shut off as it were by wide doors that held back at a distance,
every sound, the noise, the confusion, the terror, was nevertheless
there, but for the moment, the doors were closed. Only in his dreams
they rolled back and, night after night he awoke, screaming, bathed in
sweat, trembling from head to foot. Sometimes he thought that he saw an
army of rats advancing across the floor of their Bucket Lane room and
Stephen and he beat them off, but ever they returned....
Once he thought that their room was invaded by a number of old toothless
hags who came in at the door and the window, and these creatures, with
taloned fingers fought, screeching and rolling their eyes....
Twice he dreamt that he saw on a hill, high uplifted against a stormy
sky, the statue of the Man on the Lion, gigantic. He struggled to
see the Rider's face and it seemed to him that multitudes of other
persons--men and women--were pleading, with hands uplifted, that they
too might see the face. But always it was denied them, and Peter woke
with a strange oppression of crushing disappointment. Sometimes he
dreamt of Scaw House and it was always the same dream. He saw the old
room with the marble clock and the cactus plant, but about it all now
there was dust and neglect. In the arm-chair, by the fire, facing
the window, his father, old now and bent, was sitting, listening and
waiting. The wind howled about the place, old boards creaked, casements
rattled and his father never moved but leaning forward in his chair,
watched, waited, eagerly, passionately, for some news....
III
They were having dinner now--Bobby, Mrs. Galleon and Peter--in the
studio of the Cheyne Walk House. Outside, a sheet of stars, a dark river
and the pale lamps of the street. The curtains of the studio were
still undrawn and the glow from the night beyond fell softly along the
gleaming black boards of the floor that stretched into shadow by the
farther wall, over the round mahogany table--without a cloth and shining
with its own colour--deep and liquid brown,--and out to the pictures
that hung in their dull gold frames along the wall.
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