“I am an old man now and only twice before in my time nave I seen
that spirit in a young man's eyes. You may remember now an old man's
words--for I would urge you, I would implore you to keep nothing before
you but the one thing that can bring Life into Art. I will not speak to
you of the sacredness of your calling. Many will laugh at you and tell
you that it is pretentious to name it so. Others will come to you and
will advise how this is to be done and that is to be done. Others will
talk to you of schools, they will tell you that once it was in that
manner and that now it is in this manner. Some will tell you that you
have no style--others will tell you that you have too much. Some again
will tempt you with money and money is not to be despised. Again you
will be tested with photographs and paragraphs, with lectures and public
dinners.... Worst of all there will come to you terrible hours when you
yourself know of a sure certainty that your work is worthless. In your
middle age a great barrenness will come upon you. You have been a little
teller of little tales, and on every side of you there will be others
who have striven for other prizes and have won them. Sitting alone in
your room with your poor strands of coloured silk that had once been
intended to make so beautiful a pattern, poor boy, you will know that
you have failed. That will be a very dreadful hour--the only power that
can meet it is a blind and deaf courage. Courage is the only thing that
we are here to show ... the hour will pass.”
The old man paused. There was a silence. Then he said very slowly as
though he were drawing in front of him the earliest histories of his own
past life....
“Against all these temptations, against these voices of the World
and the Flesh, against the glory of power and the swinging hammer of
success, you, sitting quietly in your room, must remember that a great
charge has been given you, that you are here for one thing and one thing
only ... to listen. The whole duty of Art is listening for the voice of
God.
“I am not speaking in phrases. I am not pressing upon you any
sensational discoveries, but here at the end of my long life, I, with
all the things that I meant to do and have failed to do heavy upon me,
can give you only this one word. I have hurried, I have scrambled, I
have fought and cursed and striven, but as an Artist only those hours
that I have spent listening, waiting, have been my real life.
“So it must be with you. You are here to listen. Never mind if they tell
you that story-telling is a cheap thing, a popular thing, a mean thing.
It is the instrument that is given to you and if, when you come to die
you know that, for brief moments, you have heard, and that what you have
heard you have written, Life has been justified.
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