In the days that followed he watched it all with incredulity. So swiftly
had he been tossed, it seemed, from fate to fate, and so easily, also,
did he leave behind him the things that had weighed him down. No sign
now of that Peter--evident enough in the Brockett days--morose, silent,
sometimes oppressed by a sense of unreasoned catastrophe, stepping into
his bookshop and out again as though all the world were his enemy.
Peter knew now that he was loved. He had felt that precious quality on
the day that his mother died, he had felt it sometimes when he had been
in Stephen's company, but against these isolated emotions what a world
of hate and bitterness.
Now he felt Clare's affection on every side of him. They had already
in so short a time a store of precious memories, intimacies, that they
shared. They had been through wild, passionate wonders together and
standing now, two human beings with casual words and laughing eyes, yet
they knew that perfect holy secrets bound them together.
He stood sometimes in the little house and wondered for an instant
whether it was all true. Where were all those half cloudy dreams, those
impulses, those dread inheritances that once he had known so well? Where
that other Peter Westcott? Not here in this dear delicious little house,
with Love and Home and great raging happiness in his heart.
He wrote to Stephen, to Mr. Zanti, to Norah Monogue and told them. He
received no answers--no word from the outer world had come to him. That
other life seemed cut off, separated--closed. Perhaps it had left him
for ever! Perhaps, as Clare said, walls and fires were better than wind
and loneliness--comfort more than danger.... Meanwhile, in his study
at the top of the house, “The Stone House” was still lying, waiting, at
Chapter II--
But it was Clare who was the eternal wonder. He could not think of her,
create her, pile up the offerings before her altar, sufficiently. That
he should have had the good fortune... It never ceased to amaze him.
As the weeks and months passed his life centred more and more round
Clare and the house that they shared together. He knew now many people
in London; they were invited continually to dinners, parties, theatres,
dances. Clare's set in London had been very different from Peter's
literary world, and they were therefore acclaimed citizens of two
very different circles. Peter, too, had his reviewing articles in many
papers--the whole whirligig of Fleet Street. (How little a time, by
the way, since that dreadful day when he had sat on that seat on the
Embankment and talked to the lady with the Hat!)
His days during this first year of married life were full, varied,
exciting as they could be--and yet, through it all, his eye was always
upon that little house, upon the moment when the door might be closed,
the fire blazing and they two were alone, alone--
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