And once Bobby said to Alice: “We made a mistake, old girl, about that
marriage. It's made another man of Peter. He's joy personified.”
“If only,” Alice had answered, “destiny or whatever it is will let them
alone. I feel as though they were two precious pieces of china that
a housemaid might sweep off the chimney piece at any moment. If only
nobody will touch them--”
Meanwhile Peter had forgotten, utterly forgotten, the rest of the world.
Walls and fires--for a year they had held him. The Roundabout versus the
World.... What of old Frosted Moses, of the Sea Road, of Stephen, of
Mr. Zanti? What of those desperate days in Bucket Lane? All gone for
nothing?
Clare, perhaps, with this year behind her, hardly realised the forces
against which she was arrayed. Beware of the Gods after silence....
IV
And, after all, it was Clare herself who flung down the glove.
On a winter's evening she was engaged to some woman's party. Peter had
planned an evening, snug and industrious, alone with a book. “The Stone
House” awaited his attention--he had not worked at it for months. Also
he knew that he owed Henry Galleon a visit. Why he had not been to see
the old man lately he scarcely knew.
Clare, standing in the little hall, waiting for a cab, suggested an
alternative.
“Peter dear, why don't you go round to Brockett's if you've nothing to
do?”
“Brockett's!”
“Yes. You've never been since we married, and I had a letter from Norah
this morning--not at all cheerful--I'm afraid she's been ill for months.
They'd love to see you.”
“Brockett's!” He stood astounded. Well, why not? A strange
emotion--uncomfortable, alien, stirred him. He kissed her and saw her
go with a half-distracted gaze. What a world away Brockett's seemed! Old
Mrs. Lazarus, Norah (poor Norah!) Mrs. Brockett, young Robin Tressiter.
They would be glad to see him--it was a natural thing enough that he
should go--what was it that held him back? For the first time since his
marriage, as he slowly and thoughtfully put on his greatcoat, he was
distressed. He reproached himself--Norah, Stephen, Mr. Zanti!... he had
not given them a thought.
He felt, as he went out, as though he were going, with key and candle,
to unlock some old rusty door that led into secret rooms. It was a wet,
windy night. The branches of the little orchard rattled and groaned, and
doors and windows were creaking.
As he passed into the shadows and silence of Bloomsbury the impression
weighed with increasing heaviness upon him that the old Peter had come
back and that his married life with Clare had been a dream. He was still
at Brockett's, still silent, shy, awkward, still poring over pages
of “Reuben Hallard” and wondering whether any one would ever publish
it--still spending so many hours in the old musty bookshop with Herr
Gottfried's wild mop of hair coming so madly above the little counter.
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