“Oh, Zanti! ... the days we used to have. I suppose the times I've been
having lately had put it all out of my head, but now, with you here,
it's all as though it happened yesterday. The day we left Cornwall, you
and I--the fog when we got to London ... everything.” He drew a great
breath and stood in the middle of the room listening to the rain racing
down the pipes beyond the dark windows.
Mr. Zanti, getting up ponderously, placed his hands on Peter's
shoulders.
“Still the same Peter,” he said. “Now I know zat I go 'appy. Zat is all
I came for--I said I must zee my Peter because Stephen--”
“Stephen--” broke in Peter sharply.
“Yes, our Stephen. He goes with me now to Spain. He is now, until
to-night, in London but he will not come to you because 'e's afraid--”
“Afraid?”
“Yes 'e says you are married now and 'ave a lovely 'ouse and 'e says you
'ave not written for a ver' long time, and 'e just asked me to give you
'is love and say that when 'e comes back from Spain, per'aps--”
“Stephen!” Peter's voice was sharp with distress. “Zanti, where is he
now? I must go and see him at once.”
“No, 'e 'as gone already to the boat. I follow 'im.” Then Mr. Zanti
added in a softer voice--“So when he tell me that you 'ave not written
I say 'Ah! Mr. Peter forgets his old friends,' and I was zorry but I say
that I will go and make sure. And now I am glad, ver' glad, and Stephen
will be glad too. All is well--”
“Oh! I am ashamed. I don't know what has come over me all this time. But
wait--I will write a note that you shall take to him and then--when he
comes back from Spain--”
He went to his table and began to write eagerly. Mr. Zanti, meanwhile,
went round the room on tip-toe, examining everything, sometimes shaking
his huge head in disapproval, sometimes nodding his appreciation.
Peter wrote:
_Dear, Dear Stephen,--I am furious, I hate myself. What can I have been
doing all this time? I have thought of you often, but my marriage and
all the new life have made me selfish, and always I put off writing to
you because I thought the quiet hour would come to me--and it has never
come. But I have no excuse--except that in the real part of myself I
love you, just the same as ever--and it will be always the same. I have
been bewildered, I think, by all the things that have happened to me
during this last year--but I will never be bewildered again. Write to me
from Spain and then as soon as you come back I will make amends for my
wickedness. I am now and always, Your loving Peter._
Mr. Zanti took the letter.
“How is he?” asked Peter.
“I found 'im--down in Treliss. He wasn't 'appy. 'E was thinking of that
woman. And then 'e was all alone. 'E got some work at a farm out at
Pendragon and 'e was just goin' there when I came along and made 'im
come to Spain. 'E was thinkin' of you a lot, Peter.”
Mr. Zanti cast one more look round the room. “Pretty,” he said. “Pretty.
But not my sort of place. Too many walls--all too close in.”
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