In the hall he said once more--a little plaintively:--
“I _should_ like to see your lady, Peter,” and then he went on
hurriedly, “But don't you go and disturb her--not for anything--_I_
understand....”
And, with his finger on his lip, wrapt in the deepest mystery, he
departed into the rain.
As the door closed behind him, Peter felt a wave of chill, unhappy
loneliness. He turned back into the cheerful little hall and heard Clare
singing upstairs. He knew that they were going to have a delightful
little dinner, that, afterwards, they would be at a party where every
one would be pleased to see them--he knew that the evening in front of
him should be wholly charming ... and yet he was uneasy. He felt now as
though he ought to resign his evening, climb to his little room and work
at “The Stone House.” And yet what connection could that possibly have
with Mr. Zanti?
His uneasiness had begun, he thought, after his visit to Brockett's. It
seemed to him as he went upstairs to dress that the world was too full
of too many things and that his outlook on it all was confused.
Throughout dinner this uneasiness remained with him. Had he been less
occupied with his own thoughts he would have noticed that Clare was
not herself; at first she talked excitedly without waiting for his
answers--there were her usual enthusiasms and excitements. Everything
in the day's history had been “enchanting” or “horrible,” as a rule she
waited for him to act up to her ecstasies and abhorrencies; to-night
she talked as though she had no audience but were determined to fill up
time. Then suddenly she was silent; her eyes looked tired and into them
there crept a strange secret little shudder as though she were afraid of
some thought or mysterious knowledge. She looked now like a little girl
who knew, that to-morrow--the inevitable to-morrow--she must go to the
dentist's to be tortured.
The last part of the meal was passed in silence. Afterwards she came
into his study and sat curled upon the floor at his feet watching him
smoke.
She thought as she looked up at him, that something had happened to make
him younger. She had never seen him as young as he was to-night--and
then because his thoughts were far away and because her own troubled her
she made a diversion. She said:--
“Who _was_ that extraordinary man you were talking to this evening?”
He came back, with a jerk, from Stephen.
“What man?”
“Why the man with all the black hair and a funny squash hat. I saw Sarah
let him in.”
“Ah, that,” said Peter, looking down at her tenderly, “that was a great
friend of mine.”
She moved her head away.
“Don't touch my hair, Peter--it's all been arranged for the party. A
friend of yours? What! That horrible looking man? Oh! I suppose he was
one of those dreadful people you knew in the slums or in Cornwall.”
Peter saw Mr. Zanti's dear friendly face, like a moon, staring at him,
and heard his warm husky voice: “Peter, my boy....”
He moved a little impatiently.
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