“Look here, old girl, you mustn't call him that. He's one of the very
best friends I've ever had--and I've been rather pulled up lately--ever
since that night you sent me to Brockett's. I've felt ashamed of myself.
All my happiness and--you--and everything have made me forget my old
friends and that won't do.”
She laughed. “And now I suppose you're going to neglect me for them--for
horrid people like that man who came to-night.”
Her voice was shaking a little--he saw that her hands were clenched on
her lap. He looked down at her in astonishment.
“My dear Clare, what do you mean? How could you say a thing like that
even in jest? You know--”
She broke in upon him almost fiercely--“It wasn't jest. I meant what I
said. I hate all these earlier people you used to know--and now, after
our being so happy all this time, you're going to take them up again and
make the place impossible--”
“Look here, Clare, you mustn't speak of them like that--they're my
friends and they've got to be treated as such.” His voice was suddenly
stern. “And by the way as we are talking about it I don't think it was
very kind of you to tell me nothing at all about poor Norah's being so
ill. She asked you to tell me and you never said a word. That wasn't
very kind of you.”
“I did speak to you about it but you forgot--”
“I don't think you did--I am quite sure that I should not have
forgotten--”
“Oh, of course you contradict me. Anyhow there's no reason to drag Norah
Monogue into this. The matter is perfectly clear. I will not have dirty
old men like that coming into the house.”
“Clare, you shall not speak of my friends--”
“Oh, shan't I? When I married you I didn't marry all your old horrid
friends--”
“Drop it, Clare--or I shall be angry--”
She sprang to her feet, faced him. He had never in his life seen such
fury. She stood with her little body drawn to its full height, her hands
clenched, her breast heaving under her white evening dress, her eyes
glaring--
“You shan't! You shan't! I won't have any of them here. I hate Cornwall
and all its nasty people and I hate Brockett's and all those people you
knew there. When you married me you gave them all up--all of them. And
if you have them here I won't stay in the house--I'll leave you. All
that part of your life is nothing to do with me. _Nothing_--and I simply
won't have it. You can do what you like but you choose between them and
me--you can go back to your old life if you like but you go without me!”
She burst from the room, banging the door behind her. She had behaved
exactly like a small child in the nursery. As he looked at the door he
was bewildered--whence suddenly had this figure sprung? It was some
one whom he did not know. He could not reconcile it with the dignified
Clare, proud as a queen, crossing a ball-room or the dear beloved Clare
nestling into a corner of his arm-chair, her face against his, or the
gentle friendly Clare listening to some story of distress.
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