“So there we are--you're bored to death and I've no one to growl at when
I come back from the City--all Ola Hunting's fault--wring the girl's
neck. Meanwhile here I sit and every evening I'll write whatever comes
into my head and never look back on it again but stick it into
an envelope and send it to you. You know me too well by now to be
disappointed at anything.
“I'm quite sure that, if you were here with me now, sitting in that
chair opposite me and sewing for all you were worth, that the thing that
we'd be talking about would be Peter. If, therefore, these scrawls
are full of Peter you won't mind, I know. He's immensely occupying my
attention just now and you love him as truly and deeply as I do, so that
if I go on at length about him you'll excuse it on that score. You who
know me better than any one else in the world know that, in my most
secret heart, I flatter myself on my ability as a psychologist. I
remember when I told you first how you laughed but I think since
then you've come round not a little, and although we both keep it to
ourselves, it's a little secret that you're a tiny bit proud of. I can
see how brother Percival, or young Tony Gale, or even dear Peter himself
would mock, if I told them of this ambition of mine. 'Good, dear,
stupid, old Bobby' is the way they think of me, and I know it's mother's
perpetual wonder (and also, I think, a little her comfort) that I should
be so lacking in brilliance when Percival and Millie are so full of it.
“You know Peter's attitude to me in these things--you've seen it often
enough. He's patronising--he can't help it. That isn't, he considers, my
line in the least, and, let me once begin to talk to him of stocks and
shares and he'll open all his ears. Well, I can't blame him--but I do
think these writers and people are inclined to draw their line a little
too sharply with their Philistines--great big gulf, please--and Artists.
At any rate, here goes for my psychology and good luck to it. Peter,
in fact, is so interesting a subject if one sees anything of him at
all that I believe he'd draw speculation out of any one. There was
old Maradick talking about him the other night--fascinated by him
and understanding him most amazingly well--another instance of your
Philistine and Artist mixed.
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