He sent the nurse downstairs and began to build an elaborate fortress
on the nursery floor. The baby lay on his back on a rug by the fire
and contemplated his woollen shoe which he slowly dragged off and
disdainfully flung away. Then, crowing to himself, he watched his father
and the world in general.
He was amazingly like Peter--the grey eyes, the mouth a little stern, a
little sulky, the snub nose, the arms a little short and thick, and that
confident, happy smile.
He watched his father.
To him, lying on the rug, many, many miles away there was a coloured
glory that ran round the upper part of the wall--as yet, he only knew
that they gave him, those colours, something of the same pleasure that
his milk gave him, that the warm, glowing, noisy shapes beyond the
carpet gave him, that the happy, comfortable smell of the Thing playing
near him on the floor gave him. About the Thing he was eternally
perplexed. It was Something that made sounds that he liked, that pressed
his body in a way that he loved, that took his fingers and his toes and
made them warm and comfortable.
It was Something moreover from which delicious things hung--things that
he could clutch and hold and pull. He was perplexed but he knew that
when this Thing was near him he was warm and happy and contented and
generally went to sleep. His eyes slowly travelled round the room and
rested finally upon a round blue ball that hung turning a little from
side to side, on a nail above, his bed. This was, to him, the final
triumph of existence--to have it in his hand, to roll it round and
round, to bang it down upon the floor and watch it jump, this was the
reason why one was here, this the solution of all perplexities. He would
have liked to have it in his hands now, so crowing, he smiled pleasantly
at the Thing on the floor beside him and then looked at the ball.
Peter got up from his knees, fetched the ball down and rolled it along
the floor. As it came dancing, curving, laughing along young Stephen
shrieked with delight. Would he have it in his hands or would it escape
him and disappear altogether? Would it come to him?... It came and was
clutched and held and triumphed over.
Peter sat down by his son and began to tell him about Cornwall. He
often did this, partly because the mere mentioning of names and places
satisfied some longing in his heart, partly because he wanted Cornwall
to be the first thing that young Stephen would realise as soon as he
realised anything. “And you never can tell, you know, how soon a child
can begin....”
Stephen, turning the blue ball round and round in his fingers, gravely
listened. He was perfectly contented. He liked the sounds that circled
about him--his father's voice, the rustle of the fire, the murmur of
something beyond the walls that he could not understand.
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