And what a child! Did any one ever have a baby like it, so fat and round
and white, with its head already covered with faint golden silk, its
eyes grey and wondering--with its sudden gravities, its amazing joys and
terrific humour, the beauty of its stepping away, as it did, suddenly
without any warning, behind a myriad mists and curtains, into some other
land that it knew of. How amazing to watch it as it slowly forgot all
the things that it had come into the world remembering, as it slowly
realised all the laws that this new order of things demanded of its
obedience. Could any one who had been present ever forget its crow of
ecstasy at the first shaft of sunlight that it ever beheld, at its first
realisation of the blue, shining ball that Peter bought, at its first
vision, through the window, of falling snow!
Peter was drunk with this amazing wonder. All the facts of life--even
Clare and his work--faded before this new presence for whose existence
he had been responsible. It had been one of the astonishing things about
Clare that she had taken the child so quietly. He had seen her thrilled
by musical comedy, by a dance at the Palace Music Hall, by the trumpery
pathos of a tenth-rate novel--before this marvel she stood, it seemed to
him, without any emotion.
Sometimes he thought that if it had not been for his reminder she would
not have gone to kiss the child goodnight. There were many occasions
when he knew--with wonder and almost dismay--that she was afraid of it;
and once, when they had been in the nursery together and young Stephen
had cried and kicked his heels in a tempest of rage, she had seemed
almost to cling to Peter for protection.
There were occasions when Peter fancied that the baby seemed the elder
of the two, it was at any rate certain that Stephen Westcott was not so
afraid of his mother as his mother was of him. And yet, Peter fancied,
that could Clare only get past this strange nervous fear she would
love the baby passionately--would love him with that same fierceness
of passion that she flung, curiously, now and again upon Peter himself.
“Let me be promised,” she seemed to say, “that I will never have any
trouble or sorrow with my son and I will love him devotedly.” Meanwhile
she went into every excitement that life could provide for her....
It was on a March afternoon of early Spring after a lonely tea (Clare
was out at one of her parties) that Peter went up to the nursery. He had
just finished reading the second novel by that Mr. Rondel whose Violet
sensation had occurred some two years before. This second book was
good--there was no doubt about it--and Peter was ashamed of a kind of
dim reluctance in his acknowledgment of its quality. The fellow had had
such reviews; the book, although less sensational than its predecessor
had hit the public straight in the middle of its susceptible heart. Had
young Rondel done it all with bad work-well, that was common enough--but
the book was good, uncommonly good.
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