“I'm afraid--” Peter would begin.
“Peter's too engaged to take you, Clare dear.”
“I dare say Jerry will come--” this from Clare.
“Ah! yes, Mr. Cardillac is always ready to take any trouble, Peter.”
“If you'd let me know earlier, Clare, that you wanted me.”
Mrs. Rossiter. “Oh! don't put yourself out, Peter. It would never do
to break an engagement. Only it seems such a long time since you and
Clare--”
Peter. “We'll go to-morrow afternoon, Clare.”
Clare. “You're so gloomy when you do come, Peter. It's like going out
with a ghost.”
Mrs. Rossiter. “Ah! Peter has his work, dear--so much hangs on the next
book, doesn't it, Peter? Naturally the last one didn't quite--”
Peter. “Look here, Clare, I'll chuck this engagement.”
Clare. “No, thank you, Peter--Jerry and I will be all right. You can
join us if you like--”
The fact was that Peter wasn't tactful. He showed Mrs. Rossiter much too
plainly that he disliked her intensely. He had no idea that he showed it
her. He thought, indeed, that he was very skilful in his disguise of his
feelings but Mrs. Rossiter knew and soon Clare knew also.
Peter had no conception of subtlety in the matter. It was clear to him
that he had once been devoted to Clare and she to him, it was clear also
that that relationship had recently been dimmed. Now that Stephen was
gone that early intimacy must be restored and the fact that he was
willing on his side to do anything to bring it back seemed to him reason
enough for its restoration. That the whole matter was composed of
the most delicate and intricate threads never occurred to him for an
instant. Clare had loved him once. Clare would love him again--and the
sooner it happened the better for him.
Meanwhile Mrs. Rossiter being enemy rather than ally there remained
Cards.
But Cards was strange. Peter could never claim to have been intimate
with him--their relationship had been founded on an inequality, on a
recognition from Peter of Cards' superiority. Cards had always laughed
at Peter, always patronised him. But now, although Cards had been in the
place so much of late, the distance seemed farther than ever before.
Cards was as kind as he could be--always in good spirits, always ready
to do anything, but Peter noticed that it was only when Clare was
present that Cards changed from jest to earnest. “He thinks Clare worth
talking to seriously.... I suppose it's because he was at Dawson's ...
but after all I'm not an imbecile.”
This attitude of Cards was in fact as vague and nebulous as all the
other things that seemed now to stand between Peter and Clare.
Peter tried to talk to Cards--he was always prevented--held off with a
laughing hand.
“What's the matter with me?” thought Peter. “What have I done? It's like
being out in a fog.”
At last one evening, after dinner, when Clare and Mrs. Rossiter had gone
upstairs he demanded an answer.
“Look here, Cards, what have I done? You profess to be a friend of mine.
Tell me what crime I've committed?”
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