Cards' eyes had been laughing. Suddenly he was serious. His dark,
clean-cut face was stern, almost accusing.
“Profess, Peter? I hope you don't doubt it?”
“No, of course not. You know you're the best friend I've got. Tell
me--what have I done?”
“Done?”
“Yes--you and Clare and her mother--all of you keep me at arms'
length--why?”
“Do you really want a straight talking?”
“Of course.”
“Well, I can only speak for myself--but--to tell the truth, old boy--I
think you've been rather hard on poor little Clare.”
For the first time since his marriage Peter resented Cards' words. “Poor
little Clare”--wasn't that a little too intimate?
“What do you mean?” he asked, his voice a little harder.
“Well--I don't think you understand her, Peter.”
“Explain.”
“She's a happy, merry person if ever there was one in this world. She
wants all the happiness you can give her--”
“Well?”
“Well, you don't seem to see that. Of course young Stephen's death--”
“Let's leave that--” Peter's voice was harder again.
“Oh, all right--just as you please. But most men would have seen what
a shock it must be to a girl, so young, who knew so little about the
cruelty of life. You didn't--you don't mind, Peter, do you?--you didn't
seem to think of that. Never tried to cheer her up, take her about, take
her out of herself. You just wrapped yourself up--”
“You don't understand,” muttered Peter, his eyes lowered. “If I'd
thought that she'd really minded Stephen's death--”
“Oh! come Peter--that's grossly unfair. Why, she felt it all most
horribly. That shows how little you've understood her, how little you've
appreciated her. You've always been a gloomy, morbid devil and--”
“All right, Cards--that'll do.”
Cards stood back from the table, his mouth smiling, his eyes hard and
cold.
“Oh! no, it won't. You asked for it and now you're going to get it.
You've not only been gloomy and morbid all your life, you've been
selfish as well--always thinking of yourself and the books you were
going to write, and then when they did come they weren't such great
shakes. You oughtn't to have married at all--you've never considered
Clare at all--your treatment of her--”
Peter stood up, his face white, so that his eyes and the lines of his
mouth showed black in the shadow.
“Clear out--I've heard enough.”
“Oh! that's just like you--ask me for my opinion and then lose your
temper over it. Really, Peter, you're like a boy of ten--you don't
deserve to be treated as a grown-up person.”
Peter's voice shook. “Clear out--clear out or I'll do for you--get out
of my house--”
“Certainly.”
Cards opened the door and was gone. Peter heard him hesitate for a
moment in the hall, get his hat and coat and then close the hall-door
after him.
The house was suddenly silent. Peter stood, his hands clenched. Then he
went out into the hall.
He heard Mrs. Rossiter's voice from above--“Aren't you two men ever
coming up?”
“Jerry's gone.”
“Gone?”
“Yes--we've had a row.”
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