Mrs. Rossiter made no reply. He heard the drawing-room door close. Then
he, too, took his coat and hat and went out.
V
The night was cool and sweet with a great silver haze of stars above the
sharply outlined roofs and chimneys. The golden mist from the streets
met the night air and mingled with it.
Peter walked furiously, without thinking of direction. Some clock struck
half-past nine. His temper faded swiftly, leaving him cold, miserable,
regretful. There went his damnable temper again, surging up suddenly so
hot and fierce that it had control of him almost before he knew that it
was there. How like him, too! Now when things were bad enough, when he
must bend all his energies to bringing peace back into the house again,
he must needs go and quarrel with the best friend he had in the world.
He had never quarrelled with Cards before, never had there been the
slightest word between them, and now he had insulted him so that,
probably, he would never come into their house again.
And behind his immediate repentance at the quarrel there also bit into
his heart the knowledge that there was truth in the accusation that
Cardillac had flung at him. He _had_ been morbid, he _had_ been selfish.
Absorbed by his own grief at Stephen's loss he had given no thought
to any one else. He had expected Clare to be like himself, had made no
allowance for differences of temperament, had.... Poor Peter had never
before known an hour of such miserable self-condemnation. Had he known
where to find him he would have gone that very instant to beg Cards'
pardon.
Now, in comparison with his own black deeds, Mrs. Rossiter seemed an
angel. He should show her in the future that he could mend his ways.
Clare should make no further complaint of him. He found himself in
Leicester Square and still wrapt in his own miserable thoughts went into
the Empire. He walked up and down the Promenade wondering that so many
people could take the world so lightly. Very far away a gentleman in
evening dress was singing a song--his mouth could be seen to open and
shut, sometimes his arms moved--no sound could be heard.
The Promenade was packed. Up and down ladies in enormous hats walked
languidly. They all wore clothes that were gorgeous and a little soiled.
They walked for the most part in couples and appeared to be absorbed
in conversation, but every now and again they smiled mechanically,
recognised a friend or saw somebody who was likely very shortly to
become one.
There was a great deal of noise. There were numbers of men--old
gentlemen who were there because they had always been there, young
gentlemen who were there because they had never been there before and a
few gentlemen who had come to see the Ballet.
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