“Peter! How splendid to have you here! When Mr. Bannister told me last
night I could have cried for happiness, and he, dear little man, was
surely as pleased to see me happy as though I'd been his own sister.”
“I'd just come down--” Peter began, trying to smile and conscious with
an alarm that surprised him, of her fragility and the way that her hand
went now and again to her breast, as though to relieve some pain there.
“Are you sure--” he broke off, “that I'm not doing you harm coming like
this--not agitating you too much, not exciting you?”
“Harm! Why, Peter,” she was smiling but he noticed too that her eyes
were searching his face, as though to find some clue to the change that
they saw there--“Why it's all the good in the world. It's what I've been
wanting all this time. Some change, a little excitement, for I've been
here, you know, quite a number of weeks alone--and that it should be
you--you! of all people in this lovely exciting surprising world.”
“How did it happen?” he asked, “your coming down?”
“After I saw you last--I was very bad. My stupid old heart.... And the
doctor said that I must get away, to the sea or somewhere. Then--what
do you think?--the dears, all of them in Brockett's put their heads
together and got me quite a lot of money.... Oh! the darlings, and they
just as poor as church mice themselves. Of course I couldn't insult them
by not taking it. They'd have been hurt for ever--so I just pocketed my
pride and came down here.”
“Why Treliss?” asked Peter.
“Well, hadn't you so often talked about it? Always, I'd connected you
with it in my mind and thought that one day I'd come down and see it.
I suggested it to the doctor--he said it was the very place. I used
to hope that one day you'd be with me here to explain it, but I never
expected it... not so soon... not like this.”
Her voice faltered a little and her hand held his more tightly.
They were silent. The sounds of the world came, muffled, up to their
window, but they were only conscious of one another.
Peter knew that, in another instant, he would tell her everything. He
had always told her everything--that is what she had been there for,
some one, like an elder sister, to whom he might go and confess.
At last it came. Very softly she asked him:
“Peter, what's the matter? Why are you here? What's happened?”
Staring before him out of the window, seeing nothing but the high white
light of the upper sky, his heart, as it seemed to him, lying in his
hands like a stone to be tossed lightly out there into space, he told
her:
“Everything's happened. Clare has run off with my best friend.... It has
just happened like that. I don't blame her, she liked him better--but
I--didn't know--it was going... to happen.”
He didn't look at her, but he heard her catch her breath sharply and he
felt her hand tighten on his. They were silent for a long time and
he was dimly aware in some unanalysed way that this was what she had
expected ever since he had come into the room.
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