Soon he had reached the little green mound that lay below the Giant's
Finger. Although the Grey Hill would have been small and insignificant
in hilly country here, by its isolation, it assumed importance. On every
side of it ran the sand-dunes--in front of it, almost as it seemed up to
its very feet, ran the sea. Treliss was completely hidden, not a house
could be seen. The black clouds now had caught the sea and only far away
to the right the waves still glittered, for the rest it was an inky
grey with a touch of white here and there where submerged rocks found
breakers. For one moment the sun had still evaded the cloud, then it was
caught and the world was instantly cold.
Peter, as he sat there, felt that if he were only still enough the
silence would soon be vocal. The Hill, the Sea, the Sky--these things
seemed to have summoned him there that they might speak to him.
He was utterly detached from life. He looked down from a height in air
and saw his little body sitting there as he had done on the day when he
had proposed to Clare. He might think now of the long journey that it
had come, he might watch the course of its little history, see the full
circle that it had travelled, wonder for what new business it was now to
prepare.
For full circle he had come. He, Peter Westcott, sat there, as naked, as
alone, as barren of all rewards, of all success, of all achievements as
he had been when, so many years ago he had watched that fight in the inn
on Christmas Eve. The scene passed before him again--he saw himself, a
tiny boy, swinging his legs from the high chair. He saw the room thick
with smoke, the fishermen, Dicky the Fool, the mistletoe swinging, the
snow blocking in from outside, the fight--it was all as though it passed
once more before his eyes.
His whole life came to him--the scenes at Scaw House, Dawson's, the
bookshop, Brockett's, Bucket Lane, Chelsea, that last awful scene there
... all the people that he had known passed before him--Stephen Brant,
his grandfather, his father, his mother, Bobby Galleon, Mr. Zanti,
Clare, Cards, Mrs. Brockett, Norah, Henry Galleon, Mrs. Rossiter,
dear Mrs. Launce ... these and many more. He could see them all
dispassionately now; how that other Peter Westcott had felt their
contact; how he had longed for their friendship, dreaded their anger,
missed them, wanted them, minded their desertion....
Now, behold, they were all gone. Alone on this Hill with the great sea
at his feet, with the storm rolling up to him, Peter Westcott thought of
his wife and his son, his friends and his career--thought of everything
that had been life to him, yes, even his sins, his temptations, his
desires for the beast in man, his surly temper, his furious anger, his
selfishness, his lack of understanding--all these things had been taken
away from him, every trail had been given to him--and now, naked, on a
hill, he knew the first peace of his life.
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