England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
"I'll go for two or three hours!" said Dorah. "When I come down, you
must go up at once!" Her lanky figure bent awkwardly over Mrs. Massel.
Her thin lips touched the forehead fleetingly. Channah threw herself
down on her knees beside the bed and babbled incoherent words.
"Go thou, go, my own one!" murmured her mother. "Thou hast not
slept--how long! Go, darling, sleep, sleep!"
There followed silence after the women had withdrawn. Not a word
passed between his mother and Philip. Sometimes she would close her
eyes for some minutes, then open them once more full and deep upon her
son's. He remembered how Time had been so dilatory in the train; how
he had wanted hours to shrivel into minutes, the long minutes to be
brief as a spark. Now Time moved too swiftly, with deadly deliberate
speed.
Beyond the parlour window and high beyond the houses on the other side
of Angel Street, he heard the galloping of horses and the abateless
revolutions of wheels. Oh, that the moments could expand into hours,
and the hours once more into the years in which he had loved her so
little and she had loved him so well, so well despite the danger that
lay between and the cloud that had always enveloped them.
But now at least there was no danger, no cloud; nothing hindered their
unity. The whispering of Doomington, that ceased not even in a
snow-muffled winter midnight, now on all sides withdrew, leaving the
dim parlour in Angel Street aloof and calm. The incandescent light
choked and spat no more. A still light, steadier than the moon, less
garish than the tree-shaded twilight of glades, invested the room,
converting each object there into a significance beyond ugliness and
beauty. All accidentals of space and birth and time were stripped from
the woman on the bed, from the boy at her side. She was the mother, he
was the son, nothing more. There was a pulsation in the air, between
them and about them, linking them though they were far apart as
Aldebaran and the Earth, though she lay crumbling under her wooden lid
and he strode sun-engirdled over the morning hills.
How long this thing lasted the boy did not know at all, for he did not
even know that it came. He only knew that Channah was peering round
the door, fearful of waking them if they had fallen asleep. She
wondered how it came that his face was shining as with dawn, though
still the night was deep and the black incandescent gas flared and
gasped. She wondered also at the smile which lay curled at the edges
of her mother's lips. She saw, at one moment, how his eyes looked
calmly towards hers, and how the next moment his head had fallen limply
on his breast. She came forward swiftly to prevent him slipping to the
ground.
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