England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
His eyes softened. There was a huskiness in his throat. The women in
the kitchen lifted their aprons to their eyes. If there were any men
there they cleared their throats staunchly. Philip sat on the fender
stool, his heart bursting with pity for his mother. "Poor mother! my
own poor mother!" he felt like whispering into her ear and throwing his
arms round her neck and assuring her that he was alive and _he_ would
love her and die for her at the last. But he remembered that he was
not encouraged to display vehemently his passion for his mother. Very
gently he slipped from the stool, turned round into the scullery and
took a knife to help her peel the potatoes. At all events, he would
not allow her to work so cruelly hard. Why, her fingers were dry and
thin! No! he would never let her work like this. Never mind, when he
grew up...
"Poor child, poor child!" Reb Monash continued, his voice a trifle
unsteady. "How can I tell you? She was suffocating there. No room
for her little lungs to open and draw breath! 'Monash, the child, the
child!' Chayah was saying. What could I do? How could I understand?
Besides, I was _davvenning_--how could I interrupt? And her little
face was growing grey. What? Do you understand? There was no room
for her heart to beat ... so her heart stopped beating!"
Again there was a pause. The suffocation which had gripped the child
in that monstrous cart years ago seemed to occupy the kitchen in Angel
Street. It was not only the shut window; the beneficence of the
architects of Angel Street had declared that kitchen-windows should be
close-sealed as a wall. It was not the shut doors; the doors were
always shut because a "draught" aggravated Reb Monash's cough and
rendered him speechless for minutes. That suffocation from the Russian
road had descended upon Angel Street. Some one opened his collar and
craned his neck for air.
"But, of course, Chayah would not believe that anything had happened to
the child. I could only see Rochke very indistinctly because we'd been
separated by the crowd. 'It's only a fit! Shake her, shake her, if
thou canst!' I said. 'Or perhaps a sickness of the stomach!' said
Chayah. 'It will be well with the child when we stop and get down!
She'll have some air and food, and she'll be all right, no? Oh yes,
she will, she will! Sleep then, sleep then, babynu, all in mammy's
arms!' she sang.
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