Fragments from the Journal of a Solitary Man: (From: "The Doliver Romance and Other Pieces: Tales and Sketches")Hawthorne, Nathaniel
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Fragments from the Journal of a Solitary Man: (From: "The Doliver Romance and Other Pieces: Tales and Sketches")
Hawthorne, Nathaniel
Diary fiction
If anybody that holds any commerce with his fellowmen can be called
solitary, Oberon was a “solitary man.” He lived in a small village at
some distance from the metropolis, and never came up to the city except
once in three months for the purpose of looking into a bookstore, and of
spending two hours and a half with me. In that space of time I would
tell him all that I could remember of interest which had occurred in the
interim of his visits. He would join very heartily in the conversation;
but as soon as the time of his usual tarrying had elapsed, he would take
up his hat and depart. He was unequivocally the most original person I
ever knew. His style of composition was very charming. No tales that
have ever appeared in our popular journals have been so generally
admired as his. But a sadness was on his spirit; and this, added to the
shrinking sensitiveness of his nature, rendered him not misanthropic,
but singularly averse to social intercourse. Of the disease, which was
slowly sapping the springs of his life, he first became fully conscious
after one of those long abstractions in which he was wont to indulge.
It is remarkable, however, that his first idea of this sort, instead of
deepening his spirit with a more melancholy hue, restored him to a more
natural state of mind.
He had evidently cherished a secret hope that some impulse would at
length be given him, or that he would muster sufficient energy of will
to return into the world, and act a wiser and happier part than his
former one. But life never called the dreamer forth; it was Death that
whispered him. It is to be regretted that this portion of his old
journal contains so few passages relative to this interesting period;
since the little which he has recorded, though melancholy enough,
breathes the gentleness of a spirit newly restored to communion with its
kind. If there be anything bitter in the following reflections, its
source is in human sympathy, and its sole object is himself.
“It is hard to die without one’s happiness; to none more so than myself,
whose early resolution it had been to partake largely of the joys of
life, but never to be burdened with its cares. Vain philosophy! The
very hardships of the poorest laborer, whose whole existence seems one
long toil, has something preferable to my best pleasures.
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