Mr. Sowerby persevered for a long time, but he was quite unable to
move the parson from this position. He would do nothing towards
making what Mr. Sowerby called an arrangement, but persisted that he
would remain at home at Framley, and that any one who had a claim
upon him might take legal steps.
“I shall do nothing myself,” he said; “but if proceedings against
me be taken, I shall prove that I have never had a shilling of the
money.” And in this resolution he quitted the Dragon of Wantly.
Mr. Sowerby at one time said a word as to the expediency of borrowing
that sum of money from John Robarts; but as to this Mark would say
nothing. Mr. Sowerby was not the friend with whom he now intended to
hold consultation in such matters. “I am not at present prepared,” he
said, “to declare what I may do; I must first see what steps others
take.” And then he took his hat and went off; and mounting his horse
in the yard of the Dragon of Wantly—that horse which he had now so
many reasons to dislike—he slowly rode back home.
Many thoughts passed through his mind during that ride, but only one
resolution obtained for itself a fixture there. He must now tell his
wife everything. He would not be so cruel as to let it remain untold
until a bailiff were at the door, ready to walk him off to the county
gaol, or until the bed on which they slept was to be sold from under
them. Yes, he would tell her everything,—immediately, before his
resolution could again have faded away. He got off his horse in the
yard, and seeing his wife’s maid at the kitchen door, desired her to
beg her mistress to come to him in the book-room. He would not allow
one half-hour to pass towards the waning of his purpose. If it be
ordained that a man shall drown, had he not better drown and have
done with it?
Mrs. Robarts came to him in his room, reaching him in time to touch
his arm as he entered it.
“Mary says you want me. I have been gardening, and she caught me just
as I came in.”
“Yes, Fanny, I do want you. Sit down for a moment.” And walking
across the room, he placed his whip in its proper place.
“Oh, Mark, is there anything the matter?”
“Yes, dearest; yes. Sit down, Fanny; I can talk to you better if you
will sit.”
But she, poor lady, did not wish to sit. He had hinted at some
misfortune, and therefore she felt a longing to stand by him and
cling to him.
“Well, there; I will if I must; but, Mark, do not frighten me. Why is
your face so very wretched?”
“Fanny, I have done very wrong,” he said. “I have been very foolish.
I fear that I have brought upon you great sorrow and trouble.” And
then he leaned his head upon his hand and turned his face away from
her.
“Oh, Mark, dearest Mark, my own Mark! what is it?” and then she was
quickly up from her chair, and went down on her knees before him. “Do
not turn from me. Tell me, Mark! tell me, that we may share it.”
“Yes, Fanny, I must tell you now; but I hardly know what you will
think of me when you have heard it.”
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