And then they discussed their plans;—what mode of escape they might
have out of this terrible money difficulty. Like a true woman, Mrs.
Robarts proposed at once to abandon all superfluities. They would
sell all their horses; they would not sell their cows, but would sell
the butter that came from them; they would sell the pony-carriage,
and get rid of the groom. That the footman must go was so much a
matter of course, that it was hardly mentioned. But then, as to
that house at Barchester, the dignified prebendal mansion in the
close—might they not be allowed to leave it unoccupied for one year
longer,—perhaps to let it? The world of course must know of their
misfortune; but if that misfortune was faced bravely, the world
would be less bitter in its condemnation. And then, above all things,
everything must be told to Lady Lufton.
“You may, at any rate, believe this, Fanny,” said he, “that for no
consideration which can be offered to me will I ever put my name to
another bill.”
The kiss with which she thanked him for this was as warm and generous
as though he had brought to her that day news of the brightest; and
when he sat, as he did that evening, discussing it all, not only with
his wife, but with Lucy, he wondered how it was that his troubles
were now so light.
Whether or no a man should have his own private pleasures, I will
not now say; but it never can be worth his while to keep his sorrows
private.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
LADY LUFTON IS TAKEN BY SURPRISE.
Lord Lufton, as he returned to town, found some difficulty in
resolving what step he would next take. Sometimes, for a minute or
two, he was half inclined to think—or rather to say to himself—that
Lucy was perhaps not worth the trouble which she threw in his way.
He loved her very dearly, and would willingly make her his wife,
he thought or said at such moments; but— Such moments, however,
were only moments. A man in love seldom loves less because his love
becomes difficult. And thus, when those moments were over, he would
determine to tell his mother at once, and urge her to signify her
consent to Miss Robarts. That she would not be quite pleased he knew;
but if he were firm enough to show that he had a will of his own in
this matter, she would probably not gainsay him. He would not ask
this humbly, as a favour, but request her ladyship to go through the
ceremony as though it were one of those motherly duties which she
as a good mother could not hesitate to perform on behalf of her son.
Such was the final resolve with which he reached his chambers in the
Albany.
On the next day he did not see his mother. It would be well, he
thought, to have his interview with her immediately before he started
for Norway, so that there might be no repetition of it; and it was on
the day before he did start that he made his communication, having
invited himself to breakfast in Brook Street on the occasion.
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