"Why, you know--I never think of you as my son, or a man, or anything
outside of me--not at all. You are just ME, doing the things I should
have done if I had not been a woman. Well,"--she drew her breath
quickly,--"when I was a girl it seemed as if there was something in me
that I must say, so I tried to write poems. No, I never told you
before. It had counted for so much to me I could not talk of it. I
always sent them to the paper anonymously, signed 'Sidney.' Oh, it was
long--long ago! I've been dumb, as you might say, for years. But when
I read your article, George--do you know if I had written it I should
have used just the phrases you did? And you signed it 'Sidney'!" She
watched him breathlessly. "That was more than a coincidence, don't you
think? I AM dumb, but you speak for me now. It is because we are just
one. Don't you think so, George?" She held his arm tightly.
Young Waldeaux burst into a loud laugh. Then he took her hand in his,
stroking it. "You dear little woman! What do you know of sociology?"
he said, and then walked away to hide his amusement, muttering "Poems?
Great Heavens!"
Frances looked after him steadily. "Oh, well!" she said to herself
presently.
She forced her mind back to the Quarterly article. It was a beginning
of just the kind of triumph that she always had expected for him. He
would soon be recognized by scientific men all over the world as their
confrere, especially after his year's study at Oxford.
When George was in his cradle she had planned that he should be a
clergyman, just as she had planned that he should be a well-bred man,
and she had fitted him for both roles in life, and urged him into them
by the same unceasing soft pats and pushes. She would be delighted
when she saw him in white robes serving at the altar.
Not that Frances had ever taken her religion quite seriously. It was
like her gowns, or her education, a matter of course; a trustworthy,
agreeable part of her. She had never once in her life shuddered at a
glimpse of any vice in herself, or cried to God in agony, even to grant
her a wish.
But she knew that Robert Waldeaux's son would be safer in the pulpit.
He could take rank with scholars there, too.
She inspected him now anxiously, trying to see him with the eyes of
these Oxford magnates. Nobody would guess that he was only twenty-two.
The bald spot on his crown and the spectacles gave him a scholastic
air, and the finely cut features and a cold aloofness in his manner
spoke plainly, she thought, of his good descent and high pursuits.
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