were pleased to attach to themselves for the journey. This way
of doing things, more gracious and better understood than the
one that has taken its place in balls and assemblies, also had
less serious disadvantages, women never being more attentive to
the preservation of their reputations than on those too rare
occasions when they are wholly responsible for maintaining them.
So Francesco was waiting, motionless and with downcast eyes,
for someone to take notice of him, when a pretty gloved hand
came to rest on his arm. He welcomed the unknown woman with
modest and respectful assiduity, and led her to the gondola
already prepared to receive them. A moment later the elegant
flotilla was moving to the rhythmical splash of the oars on
the calm and polished face of the canal.
The lady, who was seated at Francesco's left, remained silent
for a time, as if she had needed to recollect herself and to
master, before she spoke, some involuntary emotion. Then she
undid the ties of her mask, threw it back upon her shoulder,
and gazed at Francesco with that gentle and serious assurance
that self-consciousness gives to elevated souls. It was Polia.
Francesco trembled and felt a sudden shiver pass through all
his veins, for he had expected nothing like this. Then he
leaned his head and covered his eyes with his hand in the fear
that it might be a kind of defilement for her to look at Polia
so closely.
"This mask is useless," said Polia. "There is no reason for me
to take advantage of the custom which allows me to keep it. Our
friendship does not need it and its feelings are too pure for it
to blush to express them. Do not be surprised, Francesco," she
continued after a moment of silence, "to hear me speak of my
friendship for you after so many days of rigorous constraint
in which I may have given you grounds to doubt it. My sex is
subject to certain laws of decorum which do not permit it to
manifest its most legitimate sympathies to the interpretations
of the crowd, and there is nothing more difficult than to feign
to a correct extent an indifference one does not feel. Today
I shall leave Venice, and although I am destined to live very
near to you, it is quite probable that we will never see each
other again. Henceforth there is no longer any possible way for
us to communicate with each other than by memory, and I did not
want to leave you with a false idea of me, or to take away of
you an anxious and painful idea that would trouble my peace of
mind. I have provided for the first eventuality by giving you
an explanation that I thought I owed you. I expect from your
sincerity that you will reassure me as to the second point by
confiding in me, which is something that you owe to me perhaps.
Don't be alarmed, Francesco. You yourself shall be the sole
judge of whether my questions are appropriate or not."
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