"I had not finished," Polia broke in. "You are overscrupulous,
but I understand your scruple and share it. The world as it
goes demands odd sacrifices and one would perhaps be asked of
you by reason of your character, but a character of the same
calibre as yours might answer with a different sort of denial.
Greatness and fortune are accidents of fate one can get rid
of if one wants to. The artist and the poet are everywhere
the same. Everywhere they have success and glory, but beyond
an arm of the sea the woman who is rich and titled who has
known how to shake off these vain privileges of birth is no
more than a woman. If this woman came to say to you: I
renounce my greatness, I abandon my fortune, I am ready to
become even humbler and poorer than you, and to commit to
your charge, as to my sole source of support, the whole of
my life's destiny, what would you say to that, Francesco?"
"I would fall at her knees," said Francesco, "and answer thus:
Heavenly angel, keep the rank and the advantages that heaven
has conferred on you; you must be and stay what you are, and
the wretch who would be capable of letting himself be carried
along by this tender and sublime urge of your heart would never
have deserved to occupy a place in it. He can no longer raise
himself up to you except by constant resignation, easy for one
who hopes, and especially for one who is loved. It is not I
who would make you come down from the position in which God
did not put you without a motive, in order to submit you to
the varying fortunes of an anxious existence, poisoned by needs
incessantly renewed, and perhaps one day by incurable regrets.
My happiness is complete now. It exceeds all my hopes since
you have granted to me all that you could take from the duties
that your name imposes on you. You love me, I'd add, and you
will always love me since you have not recoiled from resolving
to give your life to mine. Your life, my beloved, I accept
and take as a sacred pledge for which I will render an account
before my Lord and Judge, for life is short, even for those
who suffer, whatever weak hearts have to say about it. This
earth is just a place of transit where souls come to be tested,
and if your soul, as faithful as it is devoted, stays married
to mine during the years that time still allows us, the whole
of eternity is ours..."
Polia was silent for a time. "Yes! Yes!" she exclaimed exaltedly.
"God has not instituted a holier or more inviolable sacrament. It
is in this way that a love such as yours must have reconciled its
hopes and its duties in a marriage of the heart that the rest of
mankind does not know, and your heavenly spouse would speak to you
as I speak to you if she had heard you."
"She has heard me, Polia," Francesco replied, letting his head at
that moment fall into his hands with a torrent of tears.
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