The landlady consented to his importing an oil-stove for cooking his
meals. He bought the stove, with a box of oatmeal, a jar of bacon, and
half a dozen eggs. He bought a plane and solid geometry, and an algebra.
At dinner time he laid the algebra beside his plate of anemic bacon and
leaking eggs. The eggs grew cold. He did not stir. He was reviewing his
high-school algebra. He went down the pages, word by word, steadily,
quickly, absolutely concentrated--as concentrated as he would recently
have been in a new problem of disordered transmission. Not once did he
stop to consider how glorious it would be to marry Claire--or how
terrifying it would be to marry Miss Boltwood.
Three hours went by before he started up, bewildered, rubbed his eyes,
picked at the chill bacon and altogether disgusting eggs, and rambled
out into the street.
Again he risked the scorn of conductors and jitney drivers. He found
Queen Anne Hill, found the residence of Mr. Eugene Gilson. He sneaked
about it, slipped into the gate, prowled toward the house. Flabby from
the intensity of study, he longed for the stimulus of Claire's smile.
But as he stared up at the great squares of the clear windows, at the
flare of white columns in the porch-lights, that smile seemed
unreachable. He felt like a rustic at court. From the shelter of the
prickly holly hedge he watched the house. It was "some kind of a
party?--or what would folks like these call a party?" Limousines were
arriving; he had a glimpse of silken ankles, frothy underskirts; heard
easy laughter; saw people moving through a big blue and silver room;
caught a drifting tremor of music.
At last he saw Claire. She was dancing with a young man as decorative as
"that confounded Saxton fellow" he had met at Flathead Lake, but younger
than Saxton, a laughing young man, with curly black hair. For the first
time in his life Milt wanted to kill. He muttered, "Damn--damn--DAMN!"
as he saw the young man carelessly embracing Claire.
His fingers tingling, his whole body yearning till every cell seemed a
beating hammer, Milt longed just once to slip his hand about Claire's
waist like that. He could feel the satin of her bodice and its warmth.
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