Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
He bent and kissed her forehead--a Judas kiss, he had thought up to
now, but not so to-night. To-night he was kind, generous--anxious,
even, for her to live.
“All right, dearest; very good indeed. And how are you? It’s such a
fine evening out. You ought to get well soon so as to enjoy these
spring days.”
“I’m going to,” she replied softly. “I feel so much better. And how
have you been? Has your work gone all right?”
He nodded and smiled and told her bits of news. Ethelberta had phoned
that she was coming, bringing violets. Wesley had said he would be here
at six, with Irma! Such-and-such people had asked after her. How could
he have been so evil, he now asked himself, as to wish her to die?
She was not so bad--really quite charming in her way, an ideal wife
for some one, if not him. She was as much entitled to live and enjoy
her life as he was to enjoy his; and after all she was the mother of
his children, had been with him all these years. Besides, the day had
been so fine--it was now--a wondrous May evening. The air and sky were
simply delicious. A lavender haze was in the air. The telephone bell
now ringing brought still another of a long series of inquiries as to
her condition. There had been so many of these during the last few
days, the maid said, and especially to-day--and she gave Mr. Haymaker
a list of names. See, he thought, she had even more friends than he,
being so good, faithful, worthy. Why should he wish her ill?
He sat down to dinner with Ethelberta and Wesley when they arrived,
and chatted quite gayly--more hopefully than he had in weeks. His own
varying thoughts no longer depressing him, for the moment he was happy.
How were they? What were the children all doing? At eight-thirty Doctor
Storm came again, and announced that he thought Mrs. Haymaker was
doing very well indeed, all things considered.
“Her condition is fairly promising, I must say,” he said. “If she gets
through another night or two comfortably without falling back I think
she’ll do very well from now on. Her strength seems to be increasing a
fraction. However, we must not be too optimistic. Cases of this kind
are very treacherous. To-morrow we’ll see how she feels, whether she
needs any more blood.”
He went away, and at ten Ethelberta and Wesley left for the night,
asking to be called if she grew worse, thus leaving him alone once
more. He sat and meditated. At eleven, after a few moments at his
wife’s bedside--absolute quiet had been the doctor’s instructions
these many days--he himself went to bed. He was very tired. His
varying thoughts had afflicted him so much that he was always tired,
it seemed--his evil conscience, he called it--but to-night he was sure
he would sleep. He felt better about himself, about life. He had done
better, to-day. He should never have tolerated such dark thoughts. And
yet--and yet--and yet----
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