Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
On the instant he was on his feet seizing the blue silk dressing
gown hanging at his bed’s head, and adjusting it as he hurried. Mrs.
Elfridge and the nurse were behind him, very pale and distrait,
wringing their hands. He could tell by that that the worst was at
hand. When he reached the bedroom--her bedroom--there she lay as in
life--still, peaceful, already limp, as though she were sleeping. Her
thin, and as he sometimes thought, cold, lips were now parted in a
faint, gracious smile, or trace of one. He had seen her look that way,
too, at times; a really gracious smile, and wise, wiser than she was.
The long, thin, graceful hands were open, the fingers spread slightly
apart as though she were tired, very tired. The eyelids, too, rested
wearily on tired eyes. Her form, spare as always, was outlined clearly
under the thin coverlets. Miss Filson, the night nurse, was saying
something about having fallen asleep for a moment, and waking only to
find her so. She was terribly depressed and disturbed, possibly because
of Doctor Storm.
Haymaker paused, greatly shocked and moved by the sight--more so than
by anything since the death of little Elwell. After all, she had
tried, according to her light. But now she was dead--and they had been
together so long! He came forward, tears of sympathy springing to his
eyes, then sank down beside the bed on his knees so as not to disturb
her right hand where it lay.
“Ernie, dear,” he said gently, “Ernie--are you really gone?” His voice
was full of sorrow; but to himself it sounded false, traitorous.
He lifted the hand and put it to his lips sadly, then leaned his head
against her, thinking of his long, mixed thoughts these many days,
while both Mrs. Elfridge and the nurse began wiping their eyes. They
were so sorry for him, he was so old now!
After a while he got up--they came forward to persuade him at
last--looking tremendously sad and distrait, and asked Mrs. Elfridge
and the nurse not to disturb his children. They could not aid her now.
Let them rest until morning. Then he went back to his own room and sat
down on the bed for a moment, gazing out on the same silvery scene that
had attracted him before. It was dreadful. So then his dark wishing had
come true at last? Possibly his black thoughts had killed her after
all. Was that possible? Had his voiceless prayers been answered in
this grim way? And did she know now what he had really thought? Dark
thought. Where was she now? What was she thinking now if she knew?
Would she hate him--haunt him? It was not dawn yet, only two or three
in the morning, and the moon was still bright. And in the next room she
was lying, pale and cool, gone forever now out of his life.
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