Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Now the innate cruelty of life, its blazing ironic indifference to him
and so many grew rapidly upon him. What had he had? What all had he
not missed? Dismally he stared first at his dark wrinkled skin; the
crow’s-feet at the sides of his eyes; the wrinkles across his forehead
and between the eyes; his long, dark, wrinkled hands--handsome hands
they once were, he thought; his angular, stiff body. Once he had been
very much of a personage, he thought, striking, forceful, dynamic--but
now! He turned and looked out over the park where the young trees were,
and the lake, to the pinking dawn--just a trace now--a significant
thing in itself at this hour surely--the new dawn, so wondrously new
for younger people--then back at himself. What could he wish for
now--what hope for?
As he did so his dream came back to him--that strange dream of seeking
and being led and promised and yet always being led forward into a
dimmer, darker land. What did that mean? Had it any real significance?
Was it all to be dimmer, darker still? Was it typical of his life? He
pondered.
“Free!” he said after a time. “Free! I know now how that is. I am free
now, at last! Free!... Free!... Yes--free ... to die!”
So he stood there ruminating and smoothing his hair and his beard.
McEWEN OF THE SHINING SLAVE MAKERS
It was a hot day in August. The parching rays of a summer sun had faded
the once sappy green leaves of the trees to a dull and dusty hue. The
grass, still good to look upon in shady places, spread sere and dry
where the light had fallen unbroken. The roads were hot with thick
dust, and wherever a stone path led, it reflected heat to weary body
and soul.
Robert McEwen had taken a seat under a fine old beech tree whose broad
arms cast a welcome shade. He had come here out of the toil of the busy
streets.
For a time he gave himself over to blank contemplation of the broad
park and the occasional carriages that jingled by. Presently his
meditation was broken by an ant on his trousers, which he flipped away
with his finger. This awoke him to the thought that there might be more
upon him. He stood up, shaking and brushing himself. Then he noticed an
ant running along the walk in front of him. He stamped on it.
“I guess that will do for you,” he said, half aloud, and sat down again.
Now only did he really notice the walk. It was wide and hard and hot.
Many ants were hurrying about, and now he saw that they were black. At
last, one more active than the others fixed his eye. He followed it
with his glance for more than a score of feet.
This particular ant was progressing urgently, now to the right, now to
the left, stopping here and there, but never for more than a second.
Its energy, the zig-zag course it pursued, the frequency with which it
halted to examine something, enlisted his interest. As he gazed, the
path grew in imagination until it assumed immense proportions.
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