Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
He shut his eyes again, wishing, for some strange reason--charm,
sympathy, strangeness--to regain the lost scene. An odd longing filled
his heart, a sense of comradeship lost, of some friend he knew missing.
When he opened his eyes again he seemed to realize something more of
what had been happening, but it was fading, fading.
At his feet lay the plain and the ants with whom he had recently
been--or so he thought. Yes, there, only a few feet away in the parched
grass, was an arid spot, over-run with insects. He gazed upon it, in
amazement, searching for the details of a lost world. Now, as he
saw, coming closer, a giant battle was in progress, such a one, for
instance, as that in which he had been engaged in his dream. The ground
was strewn with dead ants. Thousands upon thousands were sawing and
striking at each other quite in the manner in which he had dreamed.
What was this?--a revelation of the spirit and significance of a lesser
life or of his own--or what? And what was life if the strange passions,
moods and necessities which conditioned him here could condition those
there on so minute a plane?
“Why, I was there,” he said dazedly and a little dreamfully, “a little
while ago. I died there--or as well as died there--in my dream. At
least I woke out of it into this or sank from that into this.”
Stooping closer he could see where lines were drawn, how in places the
forces raged in confusion, and the field was cluttered with the dead.
At one moment an odd mad enthusiasm such as he had experienced in his
dream-world lay hold of him, and he looked for the advantage of the
Shining Slave Makers--the blacks--as he thought of the two warring
hosts as against the reds. But finding it not, the mood passed, and he
stood gazing, lost in wonder. What a strange world! he thought. What
worlds within worlds, all apparently full of necessity, contention,
binding emotions and unities--and all with sorrow, their sorrow--a
vague, sad something out of far-off things which had been there, and
was here in this strong bright city day, had been there and would be
here until this odd, strange thing called _life_ had ended.
NIGGER JEFF
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