"Like the young men of my circle," he continues, after a pause, "I
took a part in the rising of '48; a poor affair, without the merit of
being either Polish or Slavonic. That rising was entirely French.
While young in years I had travelled with a comrade in the west of
Europe; living on the Rhine, and on the Seine, where we forgot the
religion of our mothers and our country, and learned to think and to
speak of Poland as of a northern France. We called ourselves
republicans, and thought we were great philosophers; but the idol of
our fancies was Napoleon the Great, under whose banner so many of our
countrymen threw away their lives. We ceased to appear at church, and
even denied ourselves to the Polish priest. We hated the Tsar, and we
despised the Russians with all our souls. Two years before the
republic was proclaimed in the streets of Paris, we returned to
Warsaw, in the hope of finding some field of service against the Tsar;
but the powers had been too swift for us; and Cracow, the last free
city of our country, was incorporated with the kaisar's empire on the
day when I was dropped from the tarantass at my father's door. France
bade us trust in her, and in the secret meetings which we called among
our youthful friends, we gave up the good old Polish psalms and signs
for Parisian songs and passwords. In other days we sang 'The Babe in
Bethlehem,' but now, inspired with a foreign hope, we rioted through
the Marseillaise. We had become strangers in the land, and the hearts
of our people were not with us. The women fell away, the clergy looked
askance, but the unpopularity of our new devices only made us laugh.
We said to ourselves, we could do without these priests and fools; men
who were always slaves, and women who were always dupes. As to the
crowd of grocers and bakers--we thought of them only with contempt.
Who ever heard of a revolution made by chandlers? We were noble, and
how could we accept their help? The year of illusion came at length.
That France to which every Polish eye was strained, became a republic;
and then a troop of revellers, strong enough to whirl through a polka,
threw themselves on the Russian guns, and were instantly sabred and
shot down. Ridden over in the street, I was carried into a house; and,
when my wounds were dressed, was taken to the castle royal, with a
hundred others like myself, to await our trial by commission, and our
sentence of degradation from nobility, exile to Siberia, and perpetual
service in the mines. My friend was with me in the street, and shared
my doom."
"Had you to go on foot?"
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