I no sooner heard these words than I fell at his grace's feet, quite
penetrated with gratitude; I heartily embraced his bandy legs, and
looked upon myself as a man on the high way to wealth and opulence.
"Yes, my child," resumed the archbishop, whose discourse had been
interrupted by my prostration, "thou shalt be the repository of my
most secret thoughts. Listen with attention to what I am going to say:
my chief pleasure consists in preaching; the Lord gives a blessing to
my homilies; they touch the hearts of sinners, make them seriously
reflect on their conduct, and have recourse to repentance.... I will
confess my weakness; I propose to myself another reward, a reward
which the delicacy of my virtue reproaches me with in vain! I mean the
esteem that the world shows for fine polished writing. The honor of
being reckoned a perfect orator has charmed my imagination; my
performances are thought equally strong and delicate; but I would, of
all things, avoid the fault of good authors who write too long, and
retire without forfeiting the least tittle of my reputation.
Wherefore, my dear Gil Blas," continued the prelate, "one thing that I
exact of thy zeal is, whenever thou shalt perceive my pen smack of old
age, and my genius flag, don't fail to advertise me of it: for I don't
trust to my own judgment, which may be seduced by self-love." ...
"Thank heaven, sir," said I, "that period is far off: besides, a
genius like that of your grace will preserve its vigor much better
than any other; or, to speak more justly, will be always the same. I
look upon you as another Cardinal Ximenes, whose superior genius,
instead of being weakened by age, seemed to receive new strength from
it." "No flattery, friend," said he, interrupting me. "I know I am
liable to sink all at once: people at my age begin to feel
infirmities, and the infirmities of the body often affect the
understanding. I repeat it to thee again, Gil Blas, as soon as thou
shalt judge mine in the least impaired, be sure to give me notice; and
be not afraid of speaking freely and sincerely, for I shall receive
thy advice as a mark of thy affection. Besides, thy interest is
concerned; if, unhappily for thee, it should come to my ears that the
public says my discourses have no longer their wonted force, and that
it is high time for me to repose myself, I frankly declare that thou
shalt lose my friendship, as well as the fortune I have promised. Such
will be the fruit of thy foolish reserve!"
Gil Blas was destined soon to be put to the extreme proof of his
fidelity. Himself must tell how:
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