The picture Rousseau is "about to draw" has in it a certain Madame de
Warens for a principal figure. This lady, a Roman Catholic convert from
Protestantism, had forsaken a husband, not loved, and was living on a
bounty from King Victor Amadeus of Sardinia. For Annecy, the home of
Madame de Warens, our young Jean Jacques, sent thither by a Roman
Catholic curate, sets out on foot. The distance was but one day's walk;
which one day's walk, however, the humor of the wanderer stretched into
a saunter of three days. The man of fifty-four, become the biographer of
his own youth, finds no lothness of self-respect to prevent his
detailing the absurd adventures with which he diverted himself on the
way. For example:
Not a country-seat could I see, either to the right or left, without
going after the adventure which I was certain awaited me. I could not
muster courage to enter the mansion, nor even to knock, for I was
excessively timid; but I sang beneath the most inviting window, very
much astonished to find, after wasting my breath, that neither lady
nor miss made her appearance, attracted by the beauty of my voice, or
the spice of my songs--seeing that I knew some capital ones that my
comrades had taught me, and which I sang in the most admirable manner.
Rousseau describes the emotions he experienced in his first meeting with
Madame de Warens:
I had pictured to myself a grim old devotee--M. de Pontverre's "worthy
lady" could, in my opinion, be none other. But lo, a countenance
beaming with charms, beautiful, mild blue eyes, a complexion of
dazzling fairness, the outline of an enchanting neck! Nothing escaped
the rapid glance of the young proselyte; for that instant I was hers,
sure that a religion preached by such missionaries could not fail to
lead to paradise!
This abnormally susceptible youth had remarkable experiences, all within
his own soul, during his sojourn, of a few days only, on the present
occasion, under Madame de Warens's hospitable roof. These experiences,
the autobiographer, old enough to call himself "old dotard," has,
nevertheless, not grown wise enough to be ashamed to be very detailed
and psychological in recounting. It was a case of precocious love at
first sight. One could afford to laugh at it as ridiculous, but that it
had a sequel full of sin and of sorrow. Jean Jacques was now forwarded
to Turin, to become inmate of a sort of charity school for the
instruction of catechumens. The very day after he started on foot, his
father, with a friend of his, reached Annecy on horseback, in pursuit of
the truant boy. They might easily have overtaken him, but they let him
go his way. Rousseau explains the case on behalf of his father as
follows:
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