succeed; they were covered with a thick cloud; they cost sixteen
thousand francs. At four o'clock in the morning Vatel went round and
found every body asleep. He met one of the under-purveyors, who was
just come in with only two loads of fish. "What!" said he, "is this
all?" "Yes, sir," said the man, not knowing that Vatel had despatched
other people to all the seaports around. Vatel waited for some time;
the other purveyors did not arrive; his head grew distracted; he
thought there was no more fish to be had. He flew to Gourville: "Sir,"
said he, "I cannot outlive this disgrace." Gourville laughed at him.
Vatel, however, went to his apartment, and setting the hilt of his
sword against the door, after two ineffectual attempts, succeeded, in
the third, in forcing his sword through his heart. At that instant the
couriers arrived with the fish; Vatel was inquired after to distribute
it. They ran to his apartment, knocked at the door, but received no
answer; upon which they broke it open, and found him weltering in his
blood. A messenger was immediately dispatched to acquaint the prince
with what had happened, who was like a man in despair. The duke wept,
_for his Burgundy journey depended upon Vatel_.
The italics here are our own. We felt that we must use them.
Is it not all pathetic? But how exquisitely characteristic of the nation
and of the times! "Poor Vatel," is the extent to which Madame de Sevigne
allows herself to go in sympathy. Her heart never bleeds very
freely--for anybody except her daughter. Madame de Sevigne's heart,
indeed, we grieve to fear, was somewhat hard.
In another letter, after a long strain as worldly as any one could wish
to see, this lively woman thus touches, with a sincerity as
unquestionable as the levity is, on the point of personal religion:
But, my dear child, the greatest inclination I have at present is to
be a little religious. I plague La Mousse about it every day. I belong
neither to God nor to the devil. I am quite weary of such a situation;
though, between you and me, I look upon it as the most natural one in
the world. I am not the devil's, because I fear God, and have at the
bottom a principle of religion; then, on the other hand, I am not
properly God's, because his law appears hard and irksome to me, and I
cannot bring myself to acts of self-denial; so that altogether I am
one of those called lukewarm Christians, the great number of whom does
not in the least surprise me, for I perfectly understand their
sentiments, and the reasons that influence them. However, we are told
that this is a state highly displeasing to God; if so, we must get out
of it. Alas! this is the difficulty. Was ever any thing so mad as I
am, to be thus eternally pestering you with my rhapsodies?
Madame de Sevigne involuntarily becomes a maxim-maker:
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