American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Mother’s room! where we watched beside her patient sick-bed through
the long night, gazing hopelessly at the flickering taper, listening to
the pain-extorted groan, which no human skill, no human love, could
avert or relieve; waiting with her the dawning of that eternal day, seen
through a mist of tears, bounded by no night.
Mother’s room! where the mocking light strayed in through the
half-opened shutters, upon her who, for the first time, was blind to our
tears, and deaf to our cries; where busy memory could bring back to us
no look, no word, no tone, no act of hers, not freighted with God-like
love. Alas!--alas for us then, if, turning the tablets, they showed us
this long debt of love unappreciated--unpaid!
No blossoming plants luxuriated in the windows of Mr. Wade’s house; no
picture attracted attention upon the walls; with the exception of a huge
map of the United States in the hall, their blank whiteness was
pitilessly unrelieved. The whole house seemed to be hopelessly given up
to the household god--utility. If Mrs. Wade ever had any womanish
leaning toward the ornamental, she had long since learned to suppress
it; and what woman, how poor soever she may be, does not make some
feeble attempt to brighten up the little spot she calls home? Beautiful
to me, for this reason, is the crude picture, the cheap plaster-cast, or
the china mug with its dried grass, or the blue ribbon which ties back
the coarse but clean white curtain under humble roofs. Who shall say
that such things have not a moral influence--a moral significance? Who
shall say that there is not more hope of that young man on the walls of
whose bachelor attic hangs a landscape, or a sweet female head, though
not “by an old master?” Who that has been so unfortunate as to sojourn
in that mockery of a home, called a boarding-house, has not, when
passing through the halls, and by the open doors of rooms, formed
favorable or unfavorable opinions of its occupants from these mute
indications of taste and character? Let no one, particularly if he has
children, wait till he can command the most costly adornments; have one
picture, have one statue, have one vase, if no more, for little eyes to
look at, for little tongues to prattle about.
If Mr. Wade had but understood this! If he had but brushed from his
heart the cobwebs of his counting-room--for he had a heart, buried as
it was under the world’s rubbish; if he had not circumscribed his
thoughts, wishes, hopes, aims, by the narrow horizon of his ledger.
If--If! Dying lips falter out that word regretfully;--alas! that we
should learn to live only when we come to die!
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