"It was just getting towards daylight when the poor thing, as had been
very quiet for some time, began to get restless, and throw out its legs
again as it laid on its side, just as if it was galloping, and then it
lay still again and only moaned. I spoke to him and he lifted his head
just a little way, but it fell back, and after a few minutes, during
which I felt as I had never felt before--as it, even with this poor
beast, there was something awful about to take place--I spoke to him
again, just as I had been used to do, while one hand was under his head,
me kneeling behind him in the straw, and the other hand resting on his
nose--I spoke to him again, and I could feel him try to lift his head,
but he didn't. Then the light shining on his great staring eyes, I
either saw, or fancied I did, the tears rolling out of them--but I'm not
sure, for I could not see clear just then; while, after a few minutes'
silence, I half started to my feet, frightened like, for the chestnut
gave a wild hollow cry, that you could have heard all through the mews,
and then there was a shivering run through him, and it was all over.
Not as I knew it though, till Wispey Joe spoke to me, for the horse's
cry had woke him up.
"He was a good horse, and I hope he's gone where there's pleasant green
pastures and clear flowing rivers, such as I used to hear about when I
had a chance of going to a place of worship. Perhaps it's wrong to
think such things as that there's a place after this life for poor dumb
beasts; but many of 'em almost seems to need something to look forward
to, for they gets a sorry time of it here, what with blows, and kicks,
and bad living; and I don't care, but a man who'd be wilfully a brute to
a dumb animal wouldn't be worry partickler about being a brute to his
brother man. I offended one of our drivers one day, after he'd been a
thrashing a horse, by asking some one which was the brute--the horse or
the man.
"And that's all about that poor old chestnut, and I daresay you'll laugh
at me for being so soft about him, but we all have strange feelings at
times, and I hope as everyone as puts on a bit of crape for one as is
gone to his long home, feels his loss as truly as I did that of my poor
old 'oss.
"`Here have I been fidgetted to death about you,' the missus says.
`Come, sit down, and have a bit of breakfast. Can't eat? Nonsense!
What?'
"`The poor old chestnut's dead,' I says; and she never pressed me no
more.
"But, lor' ma'am, only to think of it. I began telling you about my
rheumatics coming on again here, and went right off about the old
chestnut horse."
"Poor horse!" I said, and rose to go.
"Must you go so soon, ma'am," he said; "well, yes, I suppose so, but
time does seem so long here listening to other fellows who are ill and
groaning, and your coming did cheer me up so it made my tongue run like
anything. Good bye, ma'am, good bye."
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