"I never saw so pitiful a sight before; and I couldn't have believed in
a dumb beast being so human in its actions; for there were the poor
strained dim eyes lifted up to mine in that quiet sensible way in which
a horse can look, and then he'd whinny again, when he'd seem to have a
fit of agony come on, and kick at the side of the stall, but not near
me, for I was behind his head. Then several times the poor thing
staggered up to his feet, and reared again and again, striking his head
against the roof; and at such times I had to get out of his way, or he
might have fallen on me; but the greater part of the time he was lying
on his side upon the straw, with his old head on my arm. Perhaps it's
foolish of me--perhaps it ain't--but I fancy he was easier with his head
there, and when the fits of pain came on and he kicked, he did it more
quietly. However, I know one thing, and that is, that whenever I spoke
to him, right up to the last, he tried to answer me after his fashion,
and turned his muzzle towards me.
"I forgot all about being tired that night, and as it was necessary that
someone should sit up, why, I let Wispey go and lie down in the loft
while I stopped with the chestnut. It was a strange night, that was, to
pass there in that stable by the light of a lanthorn; and it's wonderful
how being here in this hospital has put me in mind of it over and over
again. Now and then a horse would be fidgeting his halter in the rings;
but mostly all was quiet but my poor horse moaning gently, and it soon
came home to me that he was getting weaker and weaker. He seldom got up
now, and when he kicked out it was feebly, while more than once he
turned his head round as if to see whether I was there.
"I don't want to pass such another night, ma'am; it was too much like
being with a fellow-creature; and I'm afraid I shouldn't have felt it
any more deeply if it had been with a relation. I know it sounds stupid
and unnatural, but poor men haven't many friends, and that chestnut
horse was one of mine.
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