"`It's not much I ask!' I groaned, in an agony of supplication, as I
lay there, and stretched out my thin and trembling hands; `only that I
may have strength--strength to work. I care not how hard, how humble it
may be, only give me back my strength.'
"Perhaps it was from exhaustion, but I felt and thought differently
after that; for it seemed to me then, as I lay there, that my prayer was
heard, and a sweet restful sleep fell upon me, from which I awakened at
last to find it was quite sunset, while, on looking round, there sat my
wife watching by the bedside.
"`Back,' I said, `so soon?'
"`Soon, dear?' she said; `I have been sitting here an hour. It is seven
o'clock, and they say you fell asleep before twelve. It was so sweet
and sound a sleep that I would not wake you.'
"I lay there quite still for a few minutes, holding her hand in mine,
and then I said quite calmly--
"`Lizzie, I'm going to get strong now.'
"`Yes, yes; of course, dear,' she said; and I saw the hopeless tears
gathering in her eyes.
"I smiled. She told me afterwards that I had not smiled with such a
calm contented look on my countenance for many, many months, and it
frightened her; for she thought it might be the precursor of a terrible
change.
"`Yes,' I said, `get strong;' and I patted the little transparent hand
that had grown with anxiety and watching as thin as my own. `Yes,' I
repeated again, `get strong. I can feel it now. What is to-morrow?'
"`Friday,' she said; and her eyes dilated with fear.
"`Then get a few things ready, and on Saturday we will go down to one of
those little villages near Dover for a month. The sea-air will give me
the strength I want, and then to work once more. Thank God the worst is
past!'
"`Harry, Harry, dear Harry!' she sobbed, flinging her arms wildly round
me, and drawing my head to her bosom. `Oh, speak to me--speak again!
You are worse--much worse. No, no; let go, let go,' she cried
frantically, as she struggled to get away, `let me ring.'
"`What for? what for, little woman?' I said, holding her more tightly
to my breast.
"`To get help--to send for the doctor,' she cried wildly.
"`Hush, hush!' I said. `Look at me--look in my eyes--do I seem worse?'
"`N-no,' she faltered, gazing at me with her poor face all drawn and
haggard; `but--but--'
"`Lay your head on my arm, darling, and listen,' I said calmly. `There,
there, I tell you calmly and sanely that I am better. I know I am
better. The old weary feeling has gone; and I believe--yes, I believe
that my prayer has been heard.'
"Poor little weary heart, that had been so tortured for my sake! It was
long enough before I could calm her to the same belief as mine; but at
last she sat there with her head resting on the pillow nearest mine, and
she answered my questions about her journey to town with Hetty.
"`A nice house?' I said.
"`Yes; a large pretentious place in a new square.'
"`And the people?'
"`I only saw the mistress and children.'
"`Nice?'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account