Elopement -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
She turned still farther away. "Do you require everything to be
explained?" she asked, in a voice just audible.
He hesitated. Then he answered, "I beg your pardon. I require
nothing."
She seemed to be waiting that she might have herself more under
control. At last she said, "I deserve that you should speak in that
way to me."
Lawrence thrust his hands into the pockets of his loose coat. He
could shut them fast there and no one would see them.
"Deserve?" he repeated. "I don't understand."
"Yes, you must understand."
The words were spoken softly and tremulously; but the head was still
averted. Prudence now went on hurriedly, as if she could not speak
fast enough, and as if she were saying something that had long been
in her mind to be spoken.
"It must be right to tell you how I've suffered for my--my mistake--I
could almost call it crime--of two years ago. I--I--oh, I have
suffered!"
The voice ceased, and the speaker covered her face with her hands.
Lawrence felt his heart growing hot with the sudden access of
crowding emotions. He gave the girl one look, which took in the
graceful, well-remembered figure, as if it were then and there being
stamped afresh on his mind.
"Before you married and were happy with the woman you love," Prudence
now went on, quickly, "I wanted you to say you forgave me."
"I forgive you," he said, promptly, and with unnecessary distinctness.
Prudence raised her head. Her face was wet, her eyes large and full
of light.
"I didn't mean to make a scene," she said, still more hurriedly.
"I know you don't like scenes, and I don't like them myself. But I
didn't expect ever to see you alone again, and, happening to meet
you, I had to tell you that I couldn't live if you didn't forgive me.
You do?"
"Yes."
"Give me your hand upon it."
Lawrence drew a hand from his pocket, and extended it, grasping
closely the hand Prudence placed in it.
"It's a strong hand and true," she said, smiling; "Carolyn will be
happy. And she deserves to be."
Prudence withdrew her hand immediately. The two sat in silence,
both gazing straight ahead with a look in their eyes as if they saw
nothing.
"You will be so much happier with Caro than you would have been
with me." Prudence spoke quite cheerfully. "I don't suppose I would
have been anything like a model wife, and Caro will be. She'll be
always wanting you to be comfortable; while I--I shouldn't have been
so thoughtful, I'm afraid; I should only have just--" She stopped
abruptly.
Lawrence, with his face still straight ahead, repeated:
"Only have just--"
"Loved you,"--in a tone so penetrating and so sweet that the man
who heard it looked like a stone man, in that he made no visible
response. She went on directly, in a matter-of-fact way, "I mean, you
know, if things had gone on as we once planned."
"If you had not jilted me."
"Yes." She hesitated, and then said, "But you just told me that you
forgave me."
"So I do."
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