Elopement -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
She had not noticed any sound of voices; she was there in front of
this man, and could not retreat. But she gave no sign of wishing to
retreat. After the first instantaneous and uncontrollable flutter of
features, she was calm,--how calm she was! So Lawrence thought. He
supposed it was the calmness of contempt. He knew that she ought to
feel contempt for him; more than that, he ought to wish her to feel
it.
If he had only been manly in his manner of desertion! If he had only
told her that his old passion for Prudence had sprung into life again
stronger than ever; that would have been bad enough, but that now
seemed honor itself compared with what he had really done.
He gave one look into her steady, lovely eyes. Had she always been as
beautiful as she was now?
He told himself, meanly and bitterly, that she couldn't have suffered
much from what he had done. After all, he might have been very much
mistaken in his estimate of her love for him. Perhaps women could not
love deeply, anyway.
Lawrence did not know how pale he was; but he soon perceived that
Carolyn was growing white after her glance at him.
"I hope you'll be kind enough to speak to me, Miss Ffolliott," he
said, as soon as he could command his voice.
When he had spoken thus, he was afraid there was too much pleading in
his tone.
He had often pictured himself as writing to her, explaining
everything, and beseeching her to pardon him; but he had never quite
dared, even in his thoughts, to stand before her as he did now. And
yet he had come to this shore because he longed to come; he must have
known in the bottom of his thoughts that here it would be possible to
meet her, though he might guide his movements so as to make such a
meeting improbable.
"Certainly," Carolyn answered, promptly, "I will speak to you. I am
sorry to see you looking so ill."
"You need not be sorry. I have been ill, but I am greatly improved
now. I hope to go to work in the fall."
He turned about somewhat confusedly to look for his hat, which was
lying on the rock. He picked it up and seemed to be going. But he
did not go. In the midst of his painful consciousness was the wish
that Leander were not present. But the boy was quite visible, and was
plainly listening to every word, while his eyes dwelt first upon one
face and then upon the other. Was he scenting a "secret?" He still
retained his love of secrets, and it must be a jolly one that could
make these two people look precisely like this. Things had been very
odd indeed the time the _Vireo_ did not come back; perhaps he really
would find out now.
"Did you bring your fishing-rod, Lee?" asked Carolyn.
"Yep," said the boy, but he did not stir.
The girl turned. "Come," she said, "and let us see how it works." She
spoke with perfect steadiness, but a small, bright red spot had now
appeared on each cheek.
"Miss Ffolliott!" exclaimed Lawrence.
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