Elopement -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
She paused and looked back at him. Lawrence had now forgotten the
boy; he had almost forgotten everything but that he must try and get
this girl's forgiveness. For the instant nothing in the world, save
her forgiveness, seemed worth anything.
"I wanted to ask you one question," he said, humbly.
He did not know that his hand which held his hat was trembling
pitiably; but Carolyn saw it tremble. She seemed to hesitate, then
she said, quickly:
"Leander, run down to the beach and wait for me."
Leander mumbled something, but he did not quite dare to disobey when
his sister spoke like that. He walked away as slowly as he could
possibly move, and he was continually turning his head back to look
at these two. But even at this gait he did in time reach the little
sandy beach, and they saw him sitting there and piling up sand over
his feet.
Now Carolyn turned and asked, "Did you wish to say something to me,
Mr. Lawrence?" and immediately, "Will you please sit down? You look
very ill."
"No; I will stand. I won't detain you long. I wanted to ask you if
you think you can ever forgive me?"
Lawrence's voice was low and shaken; his hollow eyes, darkly marked
beneath them, were fixed on the girl's face.
She hesitated; he hastened to say, "I hope you don't think I mean for
not marrying you,--I know well enough that that was a happy chance
for you,--but for the grossly insulting way in which I left you. It
is very little to say it was not planned--that I did not seek--that
it was a chance--that--"
But the man would not intimate what part Prudence had acted on that
evening. He resumed, in a harsh tone, "Chance gave me the opportunity
to be a villain, and I embraced the opportunity. Now can you forgive
me?"
Still Carolyn was silent. She was standing without the least
movement, save the tremulous motion of the knot of silk at her
throat. She was not looking at her companion; her eyes were fixed on
the ground.
Presently he began again. "I see how it is. It is too much to beg of
any woman to forgive. Now I ought to ask you to forgive me for asking
you to forgive. Can you do that?"
He did not wait for an answer to this last question. Still with his
hat in his trembling hand, he turned away and began to descend the
rock. But a sudden and imperative physical weakness made him stumble.
He could have cursed that weakness.
Carolyn sprang forward; she caught hold of his arm.
"You _are_ ill!" she said, in a half whisper. "Will you sit down here
for a moment?"
From very helplessness Lawrence was obliged to comply. He sat down;
he did not try to speak. He had nothing more to say; and he was
beginning to know how foolish he had been to say as much as he had
said.
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