Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"Hush, hush! Oh, indeed, you must be quiet! See, we are nearly home."
He seized her hand, not to be quelled this time, and, bending low over
it, kissed it. She did not draw it away, but watched him with a
curious, pained smile. He looked up in her face, his own glowing with
excitement. He righted himself to his full stature and, from that
stooping, kissed her on the lips.
"Oh, you silly boy!" she moaned, and found herself alone in the meadow.
He had gone swiftly back by the way they had come, and she went on to
her home.
"Well, the boy saw you home?" asked Mr. Mortimer when he arrived half
an hour later.
"Yes," she said, raising her head from the cushions of the sofa on
which he found her lying.
"I supposed so, but he didn't come into the smoking-room when he got
back. Went straight to bed, I expect. He's a nice-mannered young
fellow, isn't he?"
"Oh, very!" said Mrs. Mortimer.
II.
Mr. Mortimer had never been so looked after, cosseted, and comforted
for his early start as the next morning, nor the children found their
mother so patient and affectionate. She was in an abasement of shame
and disgust at herself, and quite unable to treat her transgression
lightly. That he was a boy and she--not a girl--seemed to charge her
with his as well as her own sins, and, besides this moral aggravation,
entailed a lower anxiety as to his discretion and secrecy that drove
her half mad with worry. Suppose he should boast of it! Or, if he
were not bad enough for that, only suppose he should be carried away
into carelessness about it! He had nothing to fear worse than what he
would call "a wigging" and perhaps summary dismissal to a tutor's: she
had more at risk than she could bear to think of. Probably, by now, he
recognized his foolishness, and laughed at himself and her. This
thought made her no happier, for men may do all that--and yet, very
often, they do not stop.
She had to go to a party at the Vicarage in the afternoon. Harry would
be sure to be there, and, with a conflict of feeling finding expression
in her acts, she protected herself by taking all the children, while
she inconsistently dressed herself in her most youthful and coquettish
costume. She found herself almost grudging Johnnie his rapidly
increasing inches, even while she relied on him for an assertion of her
position as a matron. For the folly of last night was to be over and
done with, and her acquaintance with Harry Sterling to return to its
only possible sane basis; that she was resolved on, but she wanted
Harry honestly--even keenly--to regret her determination.
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